Sparkling

2006-02-12T22:35:00.000+08:00

finally back from hibernation.

been busy with sch and cny for the past month.
been a busy busy month, lots of gathering, and great food.
today mark the last day of cny, spent the day at Tanah Merah Country Club with fam, then had another aunt over for dinner.
exams have only just ended, saying that i din really enjoy cny is an understatement.
nonetheless, i got through that torturous period, mugging during the new year, fretting about not being able to finish studying while visiting. it was way terrible. hopefully, i would never have to spent my new year in such a dreadful fashion.

celebrated the last day of exams at Eric's place, with 12 others.
so it would have been hell lot of fun if i wasnt down with flu, cough and fever. but too bad, guess that my immune sys took a beating during the exams period, with all those mugging into the night.
just glad that it din happen during the exams period.

on a lighter note, its finally the hols, with lotsa time on my hands to spare.
time to catch up with my girlies and besties.
not to mention, him. haven been spending much time with him.
and to get all hyped up and excited about the Bangkok Trip! woohoo.
it was like the main motivation force during the exams for all of us.
staying back in sch after papers to discuss the details, booking the filght.
a huge group of 14. plus some other friends that are taking the same flight with us, but going in different direction. its going to be hell on the plane, and all those shoppings, and late nights. i cant wait.
simply cant wait.
9th march!

talking about hols, argh.
parents dearest are leaving tml for phillippines for a week holiday, with their friends.
once again, i'm not going.
then i just found out today, that they have booked another trip to taiwan mid june with my dad's colleagues.
also without me.
argh. i'm upset. i wanna go too! no faiR!
i have been a real good girl. really.

fine.
i shall look forward to my bkk trip then. haas. poor me.
for now, i am just going to enjoy slackking my bums off.
late night supper, girly talks, time spent with dear.
but still, i think i gotta go look for a job.
any job offers?

-itsover.itsover-

2006-01-04T18:26:00.000+08:00

CGH.

it has been a tiring 2 days.
my legs are aching, but still an improvement from the previous attachment.
i'm so going to invest in the ugly crocs shoe and ipamper when i start working.
just concluded that the feet is the most ill-treated part of the body.

yayay~ i'm with my all time fav parthner.
KELVINA.
was supposed to go to A&E, which means i would be separated from her.
nooo!!
but julian changed me to general rooms in the nick of time.
ohya~
spent the last few days going crazy with my dear girl.

was quite afraid before going there.
CGH isnt so bad after all. and its not that all far.
even the "scary" person isnt so scary after all.
he was featured in The New Paper too.

met interesting patients, as always.
attachment this time round is somehow more fulfilling.
got to do alot more cases than the previous time.
YAY!

haven seen my babes for sometime.
rach back from india, and yixian from korea and bangkok.
lucky girls.
but at least now they are all back.
shall get them to meet up soon.

thats all for now.
brain's so fried that i cant think properly.

-ilikeattachments!-

2006-01-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

good things always come to an end.

hols has officially come to an end.
sighs.
its all over.
cant wait for the next hol to come. in like 6 weeks time.
why does good things always has to come to an end? huhuh?

clinical attachment starts tml.
at CGH.
wonder whats going to happen.

a new box of plaster, for my killer shoes. i so learnt the lesson the last time round. will be slapping on plasters like no one's business.
notebook.
TLD.
nametag.
labcoat.
new pages for the competencies.

all just getting ready for attachment.
theres a certain scary person there that everyone seems to be warning me about.
i hope that i wont be stepping on anyone's toe.
someone told me he doesnt like ppl to be looking blur.
but hey, i cant help it if i look blur yea?
hope it will be smooth sailing.

other than that, i'm looking forward to the new change of enviroment.
and meeting new ppl.

the previous attachment went fantastic.
forged new bonds.
strengthen the old ones.
got to know some better than the rest.
hopfully, this one too.

guess i wld be hitting the bed early tonight.
got to prep my body for a busy day tml.
not including all the standing.
not to mention the long journey tml.
its in changi, my goodness.

ppl, all are welcome to visit me.
not in the status of a patient, of cos.
but just so if any one is in the vicinity.
give me a call, drop by yea?
praying hard that my bro has a change of mind about picking me up after work.
opps.
haas.

to all those who are starting sch tml.
have a good yr ahead. hope things are as smooth sailing it would be for you.

thats it.
till the next time.
if i'm not too beat after work.

-hereicome-

2006-01-01T21:06:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!

on new year's eve.

at the mongolian steamboat.

Panda bus! woohoo!

The Sheep Mongolian Steamboat.
food was great.
seriously understaffed, but the staff were pleasent despite their circumstances.
only complaint was that, i was kept waiting for the dumplings for the whole evening.
that being my last dish, reminded them 4 times for it.
you cant cheat me of my dumplings.

headed down to the esplanade for count down.
the crowd was terrible.
super humid.
their was a wall of ppl blocking my view.
dear was grumbling about hating these sort of events, about having to wait, about the heat.
but once the fireworks started, he was singing another tune.

the fireworks were simply beautiful.
mesmerising.
it made all the trouble worth it.

the crowd was terrible, but it added to the atmosphere.
they ohh ahh-ed at every single new burst of fireworks.
screaming Happy New Years all around.

manage to catch the last train back home, then proceed to meet the guys and leys for supper.
supper @ 2?
they are all going to get fat.
muahaha.

pretty. pretty beyond words.

when the clock struck 12.

now i can predict where will i be every new yrs eve.
untill i can find a place where there is less crowd.
till i find it.

-allworththetrouble-

2005-12-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

food. glorious food.

spent the day with dear. in malaysia again.
it seems to be his fav place these days.
piggy greedy baby.
it was just a futile attempt to make him to buy so much food.
everywhere he went. food.

bak ku teh for brunch.
3 cheese cakes.
frosty lemon tea.
banana smoothie.
2 auntie anne.
1 crispy chicken.
1 snow ice.
the amount we consume today.
like woah.
not including dinner.
lucks we decided to skip the seafood part.

i'm getting fat from all that eating.
and my bf's the cause of it.
boo!
no more food outings.

started off in dear's bro friends car.
breakfast was a tiny winy bit ex for just 6 ppl.
their logic?
they saw my mercs, so they jacked up the price.
which i fully agree with.

eleanor's "weiling, better not eat if not hungry ok?" is haunting me.

i hate The Promise.
theres no plot.
what a movie without a good plot?
wasted money and time which could have been for something more constructive.

thats it.
i'm off to slack.
hols going to end soon.
gotta utilise my time.
like slacking my bum off.
yea. loving it.

-weeheee-

2005-12-29T01:27:00.000+08:00

holidays are ending.

sobs.
the hols are ending. had been having fun, but never enough.
how i wished the hols were longer.

much activities the past few days.
too lazy to blog about it.
shall just lets the photos do the talking.
prepare your eyes for the feast...

Happy Bday Leys!.
you are finally 19.
how does it feel to be 19 huh huh? haas.

the girls. missng mengsan.

as usual. the all time fav.

GREEDY leys.

the cake tastes good!

th birthday dare. huggies.

glad you liked the pressie.

sulin, up to her usual no-good.

* * *

the surprise!!

the guys had a hard time lighting the cake. opps.

the birthday girl.

yay! success.

-happybirthdaytoyou-

2005-12-26T15:10:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas one and all.

alrights. its a little late to be saying that but i didnt have time to blog the last few days.
and isnt there 12 days of christmas?

yay~
this is prob the best christmas ever.
time well spent with my family and friends.
it has been fun catching up with everyone.

oh. wait. theres one group that i haven seen in a while.
not even for christmas. hmph.
girlies...
did you all notice that we didnt meet up for christmas.
whats this huh huh huh?
demanding a gathering real soon.
and i know that i can depend on jas to get that going rights?
haas.

* * *

24th december 2005

spent christmas eve with dear.
caught KingKong midnight show.
i think its a great show. i teared.
ok. i'm emotional, so that might not really mean much, but its a show that ought to be watched.
i hate the natives in the show though, they looked scary, with piercings everywhere.
and during the sacrifical ritual, their eyes rolled back like they were possessed.
king kong just feels like a big fat baby.
love the part where he slides and sloshes around on the ice.
feels romantic.
nice.
i want to get a King Kong key chain or something~!

cabbed down to pasir ris after the show.
walked a little then settled down.
its seldom that theres so many ppl there in the middle of the night.
groups of ppl singing and chatting, lotsa tents all around.

started to rain at 5+.
boo.
spoiler.
squeezed into this shelter with a few others.
the rain went on, and it was freaking cold.
rain plus sea breeze.
kinda reminded us of the time when the grp walked from chalet @ safra tanah merah to changi at an ungodly hr. good fun.
anyway, decided to brave the rain to get to the busstop.
stupid bus, took like freaking long to come.
there was this family at the bus stop.
to shelter the family from the wind, the dad bravely stood on the chair and the rest of the family stood behinh him.
sweet? yes. but the thing was that they had 2 umbrellas that they could have used to shelter themselves.

* * *

25th december 2005

managed to catch some winks till dad woke me up from my much needed sleep.
scooted off to aunts place for christmas gathering.
cousin Suresh finally back from Hawaii!
lotsa yummy delicious food. i love turkey and ham! and log cake.
somehow, not sure since when, it started to feel like chinese new year, played cards and ate some pineapple tarts and love letters that were meant for Tinesh to bring back to UK.
yummy.

it has been some time since all the cousins are back.
though now Suresh is back, there are still many missisng.
said it once, am still going to say it.
i cant wait for all the cousins to be back home.

Tinesh is flying back to UK tonight.
hope you have a safe flight back and see ya in june!

* * *

had to rushed to Josie's place.
only to find that i was the first one there, other than jo's aunt.
thanks girls.
alrights, all are forgiven. its prob due to my infamous habit. for being late.
i promised i'll be on time the next gathering, am going to make that my new years resloution.
no more telling me the meeting time an hour earlier.
ok?

ate, sang carols, chatted.
and i wasnt allowed to leave till 9.30.
was supposed to leave at 7.30.
but no, could only leave after having the log cake.
which was the last item for the night.

at jo's place.

sorry i had to leave early.
see ya all soon on thurs yeA?

* * *

finally.
only met up with the grp at MIA at 10 plus.
was suppposed to join them for dinner.
never mind.
GREAT FUN.
drank, played 5-10, and this 007 game, and of cos, lots of pictures.
i miss kel. my cam whoring babe.

i was made to drink plenty during the games.
am i just blur, or plain unlucky? or a combination of both?
ppl seem to want to make me lose.
thanks koonwai. the main culprit.

rather weird to see camera flashes in a club.
even weirder to see continous flashes through out the night.
thats just me and kel having loads of fun. hell yeah
i jus love my babe.

just love meeting up with them.
theres always so much fun and laughter.
always entertaining us with their nonsensical nonsense.
i love them all!!

my babe.

where's ley?

whats my babe trying to do?

* * *

a day out with the darlings.

i miss you all.

at coffee bean.

my dear loves posing.

i love christmas!

-lovechristmas.andkingkongtoo-

2005-12-22T13:08:00.000+08:00

i cant sing for nuts.

whats up with everyone and ktv?
i seriously cant sing for nuts.
and everyone knows that,
but they are still tempting me with ktv dates.
so... i dont go for it.
and i am missing out on all the fun.
no fair.

firstly was, jj and gang voting for ktv in malaysia.
then they wanted to go again to klunch on wed.
followed by ele and the girls wanting to go to Party World on wed night.
and now, jas wants go to klunch tml.

everytime someone asks me to ktv, i have to whine and try to weasle my way out of the occassion.
i'm so sorry for all the whining.
but that i have to do.
i wont want to go there to toture you all with my outta-tune-wrong-words singing.
if you can call that singing.

omg.
i believe they are trying their best to bore me to death.
what a evil way.
just sitting there stoning, eating snacks *mind you that i only eat the broad beans
and having honey lemon.
and since i only eat the broad beans, it means that not only i'm bored, but i also have to sieve thru the trays of snacks for my broad beans.
omg.

i wont mind going to a ktv where they have updated english songs.
but no, either they have limited songs.
or the english songs are from eons ago.
a little tone deaf, but i can still manage english songs.
of cos, none of the chim fan ti zhi.

i think my strong opposition against ktv arises from the fact that all my friends are such fab singers.
just to name a few...
kel, mer, eric, jj, weekiat, ang kiat, xiaofen, mike.

alrights.
if you cant beat them, join them..
and i mean in ktv.
i'll do that. but not in near future.
like prob in years down the road, when i'm more confid of my voice.
maybe, maybe not.
depends on my mood, i might want to achieve something that day and decide of pop by.

-maybe?-

2005-12-21T10:25:00.000+08:00

late nights taking toll.

been having late nights recently.
the dark rings and eye bags.
boohooo.

YAY!
Sulin is back!
anyway, the girls went over to Jo's place for slumber.
come to think of it, we spent more time looking for food and eating than we did for anything.

watched movies.
ate at marchee.
wented back to Jo's place.
next to chomp chomp. Su had cravings for stingray.
followed by Happy Days. Hoegarden, banana split.
i felt that i was constantly eating.
where we played the 5-10 game.
just that we reversed the rules of the game. "winner" has to do a truth or dare.
i ended up being the winner for most of the games, guess that i was too "good" for it.
truth most of the time, and was forced to do a dare. Kiss the Tree. Bah!
think i was lucky, they wanted me to do this darethat involved kissing the stop end of the arrow in the middle of the road, in front of everyone.

then got back to her place at 1.
watched Chicken Little, and played Hotel simu.
so everyone was pretty much distracted.
the game got interesting when all of us were snatching to buy land.
i so swear that i'm going to get President Hotel the next time.
jo was earning big bucks, from us.
su, iou-ed everyone. but all her buildings are free. including entrances.
ele, i got so much money that the board is flipping. haas.

all climbed into bed at 5am.
yes, we spent 4 hours playing Hotel.

at marche

candid shot that totall took us off guard. thanks to josie.

at happy Days.

* * *

left Jo's place, for another food adv with dear.
expected the checkpoint to be rather empty, it being a tuesday.
but we were so wrong.
the queues were so freaking long, there was a queue for everything, for passports and buses.

only managed to reach malaysia at 2.
caught Narnia.
ohh.. i love the show, its worth every bit the wait and all those queu-ing.
one great that i wouldnt mind watching again.
i like the beaver. short fat and stumpy. i'm not talking about myself.
i hate edmund. dumbdumb
vivo has good pizzas and oreo cheese cake

stingray.crayfish.prawns.
we headed for seafood after the movie.
i love the enviroment there.
rather than a swanky rest that has sub-standard food at ridiculous prices.
the atmosphere, everything, added to the effect.
even the warm night, plus the smoke from the Oyster Ome stall nearby.

traffic was smooth on the way back.
but alas, we still had to wait for the bus.
understand that the bus might be late since theres a jam.
but definitely not for hours.
overheard this lady exclaiming that she wanted for 3 hours?
3 hours?
omg.
you will never catch me waiting that long for the bus.
in the end, we walk in search for cabs.
because the taxi stand is flooding with ppl.

things just went not right from there on.
shall not elaborate.
sighs.

vivo

i like oreo cheese cake. and of cos him too.

-narnia.ilike-

2005-12-18T23:05:00.000+08:00

shopping~

ohh.
i love the hols. lots of shopping to be done.
love love love the top that i brought today!
yay!
i'm a happy happy girl.

remind me never to go to town during the weekends.
esp during the festive season.
i could hardly breathe in that place.
met dear today for shopping and food.
went for fondue at Haagen Dazz.
ooohhh, i like!
i can feel my tummy expanding.
this aint good.

fondue followed by yummy timsum for dinner that dear recommended.
they serve good har gou and porridge.
more sinful food.
drats.

wanted to get the ipod nano today.
but then, outta stock. how irritating?
and stock is only coming in after christmas.
i want it soon! like now!

more shopping soon~ yea!
like i said.
i'm happy.

-lalalalalalailike-

2005-12-17T19:35:00.000+08:00

i'm loving my hols.

didnt get much shopping done as i would have loved in malaysia.
spent the time at the salon.
but sad to say theres not much of a change to it.
its a tiny winy bit shorter.
but still thick.
a little shorter, but i would rather that it maintained the same length.
i love my long hair.
a little too fizzy though.

if only i have the courage to do something drastic to my hair.
colouring, done it.
like cut it short or change the style.
but nah.. i dare not risk it.
till the day that i muster the courage.

thinking of colouring it red, bronze this time.
or should i just let my hair grow out, for the natural colour?
hmmm.

many many more trips to malaysia.

my babe.

and again.

potential taitai in the making.

courtesy of leys. she has some fine photography skills, for candid shots.
i like.
did i mention that kel will so kill me if she sees this? ops.

-havingfunalltheway-

2005-12-16T09:19:00.000+08:00

omg. i'm a blur pok.

omg.
i cant believe it.
exams are finally over, which means that i get the sleep in late.
and i had to be so punctual on a day that i need not be.
read the wrong timetable.
came to school an hour early.
what!
the one hour could have done so much to a sleep deprived one.
why did i had to be so blur on this particular day?
i hope ley comes earlier to accompany me.
haas.

the call.
me calling leys.
me: Leyhong~ please dont tell me that class is at 10.10?
leys: yea.
me: omg! i'm already in schl.
leys: laughs.
me: come earlier to accompany me!

i think i shouuld keep me being so blur from the rest.
i would never hear the end of it, if they knew.
i'm a blus pok.
i dont deny that fact.
no doubt.

anyway, that aside, i'm now in the school library blogging.
like what the?
and the key board is like super old, its making a great deal of noise in the otherwise quiet library.
hides my face.
i hope no ones come up to me to tell me off.
i would be pissed if i had been in their shoes.
to the rest of the library users:
i'm so sorry.

jumps. twirls. yell in delight.
the fact that the exams has ended still haven settled in.
i cant believe that i actually survived it all.
WOohoo!
i'm a survivor.
its time to party.
woohooo!

will be heading to malaysia with the class.
yeay!
shopping. eating. everything.
i cant wait!

i have been so deprived of everything.
that i want to have everything at a go.
in a way, exams is good.
it maked you aware of what have you been taking for granted.
sleeping, having fun.
after being so deprived of it for so long.
you cant help but feel grateful that exams are over.
what the hell am i talking about?
ignore me.

was out for yummy dinner with fam + aunt's fam at the currently fav restaurant of ours.
ohh...
vermi crab.cheesemayo crab. lala. toufu. mantou. prawns. roasted pig.
yummy.
ohh... cousin is back from UK. haven seen him in a while.
my dad just reminded me that i would now have to call him Dr. Tinnesh.
so much have changed in the years.
we all use to be kids running around and having fun.
and he's now a doc practicing in UK.
wonder what its like to be in his shoes for just one day.
i wonder.

just received an invitation to a 21st Birthday Bash for nex Jan.
been so engrossed in studies, that i have not been noticing things around me.
it seem weird at first, i thought it was a little early to be sending out invitations for next jan.
then i realised that thats only a month away.
omg, the year practically just flew past me.
for now, its time to just enjoy the rest of the year of 2005.
it has pretty much been a good fulfilling year.
yeay!

christmas is coming.
i cant wait.
cant wait to see all my dearies and friends.
hopefully it will going along as planned!

-i'maBlurpok.nodoubt-

2005-12-08T19:49:00.000+08:00

its here.

i'm scared.
afraid.
aghast.
anxious.
fearful.
panic-stricken.
petrified.
scared silly.
shaken.
terrified.

you get what i mean.

*squeezes my eyes shut and prays hard*

may the force be with me.

-omg.itshere-

2005-12-07T21:10:00.000+08:00

i miss my trumpet.

suddenly have this urge to play the trumpet.
i miss all those sectionals, and practices.
lost all my band songs when the com crashed some time back.
thunderer, high school cadet, moonlight.
just some songs that we played in sec.

some think that being in a band, we have it easy.
sitting in the shade, in a aircon room.
but they dont understand the difficulties that we had to endure.
boo~
but its was through band that i met my girlies.
the long hours and scoldings made us bond.
smooches.

nostalgia

anyways.
those that still have band songs, would you all do me a tiny itsy bitsy favour?
send me the songs?
pretty please?

am in a rather down mood now.

-howwillidoonfriday?-

2005-12-04T12:07:00.000+08:00

nuclear medicine.

was out studying last night with eric and kelvina.
i so hate nuclear medicine.
no idea or whatsoever it was talking about.
radiopharmaeuticals.
desperate cries of help.

bet it was the exam blues that got to them.
they were behaving in an incoherent manner.
got all cranky and crazy in the middle of the night.

kel suddenly had this crazy qns.
the conversatipn went on to...
firstly, i must state that i have no part in this conversation, they are just being cranky.

kel to eric: who is your fav sexual fanatasy?
eric: there is alot. dont know which one is fav.

diang.
he could have just kept quiet and not tell us anything.

the conversation went on.

eric to kel: why did you suddenly ask me that qns?
you get horns when you study rights?

another diang.
i am glad that i had no part in this conversation.
and they were supposed to be studying very hard.

saw this whole family coming in to macs at ard 3am.
inclusive of grandma plus kids.
whats up with these ppl?
i would give anything to be in bed, snuggling in the warm covers, fast asleep.

the little girl looked as if she was going to burst into tears any moment.
we tired smiling at her, but all that we got was a grumby face.
i would have had the same expession if i was dragged up from bed, no matter what yummy goodies i am promised.

no sleep = angry me.
no sleep because of food = even angier me.
see the importance of sleep?
what ever can be of greater importance than sleep?
food is high on the list but surely not more than my beauty sleep..

saw some of my primary school friends there.
once used to be closed.
in the same clique.
but last night i didnt even say Hi.
it was either it was just me, or they seem to have changed a whole lot.
they were behaving differently.
lost touch with them over the years.
even if i still recongise them, they would just be the kind of HiBye friends.

thats the thing with growing up.
you tend to lose touch with the friends that you have come to get closer to.
they take different paths from yours, and after some time, its just harder to relate to them.
hopefully, that would never happen to me and my darlings.
you girls out there, hear me?

its time to hit the books once again.
till the next time.

-sosickofstudying-

2005-12-03T21:25:00.000+08:00

its dec!

yes, it december and i'm still in school.
not to mention that i'm mugging my guts out.
ideally.

i should be mugging now.
but in reality, thats not really happening.
stoning at my notes.
eating.
sleeping not because i lack sleep.
but because i convinced myself that i'm shagged, so that i have an excuse for not studying.
shucks.

this is not right.
i dont want to regret it when i get back my results.
but i just cant make myself study hard enough.
everytime i'm at the notes, the mind just tune out.
spacing.
wondering about anything and everything except concentrating on the looming papers.
like right now, when i'm so supposed to be studying, but instead i'm here,
spending the precious moments posting about the exam blues.
this is not helping me much.

still cant believe that its alr dec and i'm still in sch.
while everyone else is out there enjoying the festive moods.
hopefully this dreadful situation is not going to repeat itself every year.
i'll just die of self pity.

thank god that i still have my darlings in school to make this period more tolerable.
smooches to them all!.

and i just hate it when its exams period, because i tend to eat a whole lot more.
i'm putting on weight from all the snacking.
my face is getting rounder.
its not as sharp as before, there is these piece of extra meat when i smile.
and i hate it.
and more tinkerbells. been getting some teasing about my tinkerbells from rach and yixian~
how am i able to look good during the festive season if the snacking carries on?
the season for catching up with the ppl that i have been missing out on,
oh no.
who doesnt like looking good?

and i'm hemorrhaging.
which makes me grouchy, moody, temperamental.
growls

and i used to like Multiply site for uploading of pics.
but its only limited to 150 pics a month.
which is way too little for cam whores like us.
resorted to carefully selecting the pics so that i wont use the 150 up too quickly.
but i would rather upload everything, because its those candid pics that i love.
too bad.
till i find a more user friendly site, one the allows unlimited uploading, i'll still have to continue selecting the pics.
any sites to recommend?

i still cant decide which one to settle for.
whines.
i like both.
*pulls hair*

-ishouldbestudying-

2005-11-30T18:13:00.000+08:00

more to come.

have not been blogging for sometime.
just wasnt in the mood to do it.
it have been a crazy few weeks.
with promise of more to come.
at least for the next 3 weeks.
2 tests in week 7
3 tests in week 8
4 in week 9.
simply cant wait for hols to come.
theres so manny things that i want to do.
which include just slacking around, not having to study.

caught Harry Potter with dear.
cedric was way cute.
though i'm not a Harry Potter fan, i think the movie was good.

i love Chicken little too.
i want to get the keychain or anything that has chicken little on it.
and the fish with the head in the tank too!

torn between getting Ipod Nano and Iriver.
i like both.
which shall i get?
nano doesnt have radio, but i love the look of it.
but Iriver has more functions, radio, and even able to upload text in it.
i want to get both.
but nano seems to have lots of problems.
argh.
which is a bettter choice?
am hopping to get it soon.
once i made my choice.
which is a tough one.

depressed mood.
i dont want to study.
i want to go out and be merry.
its the christmas season.
i want to enjoy the festive mood with everyone else.
i miss laughing having fun with my girlies.
i want to do my christmas shopping.
i want to go out for supper, have lots of food and grow fat.

Happy Birthday Zhao, and Happy 21st QuanDa.

yummy food

my darling.

the birthday boy

the chou4 n. n.

-ipodnano/Iriver-

2005-11-13T12:07:00.000+08:00

i want my garden.

argh.
had this post about the malaysia trip, but when i wanted to post it, blogger had come prob.
now i have to recall what i wrote.
but in the super summarized form.
i'm lazy.

went over to malaysia.
kelvina.shuhui.yixian.merlyn.jiayu.jingxue.weekiat.james.koonwai.

caught Just Like Heaven, while the some went for their hair cuts.
i love the show.
it so lovey dovey, left the cinema feeling so...
sweet.
there was this beautiful garden that he did for her.
i want my garden.

went shoopping.
i brought shades.
well, all the girls did.
the shades were a steal.
so imagine the owner's glee when he just sold 8 shades in half an hour?
thank for your support.
please come again.
he was nice too, gave us a discount.
of 50 cents. diang.

the Secret Recipe there was fanatablous.
the cakes were the same, if not better than those in singapore.
at the fraction of the price.
i know i sound superficial to be going, the things there are so cheap.
but who would like a good baragain?
who woulldnt like to be able to buy more items with the same amount of cash that you would have to spend in singapore?

the cabs there are dangerous.
it was scary the way they drove.
not going to go in any car other than the my dad's.
its just to horrible.

anyways, headed for seafood.
another sumptious feast.
cereal crayfish, lala, butter prawns, xiao kai lan, oyster ome, stingray, egg toufu.
dinner was just too good.
there was harldy any space left on the table.

we walked across the causeway.
rather than the conventional methods of taking the car or the bus.
we fumled along, not knowing the way.
but the important thing is that we got back safe and sound,
and had lots of fun.
think we were the only ones that we so happy walking across.
stopping to take pics, laughing, chatting.
what were those in the car thinking?

already made plans with the girls about the future trip there.
for hair treatment, movie mara, yummmy seafood there.
and deserts- Secret Recipe.
cant wait for the hols to come.

i hate the traffic lights there. it takes ages to cross. from 99 secs.

just some cam whoring while waiting for food.

the guys.

see the satifised smiles?

all that was left.

at the mid of the causeway

my smooches.

making our way back.

shagged after a long day.

didnt manage to take much photos with the rest of the girls.
more to come.

-greattime-

2005-11-11T22:23:00.000+08:00

i love my girlfriends.

kelvina.yixian.shuhui.
i think Coffee Bean hates us.
we just spent 4 hours making a din. spending the minimum, occupying their seats, chasing away their customers.
im pretty sure they hate us.
4 great hrs of chatting, gossiping, laughing..

its tough to find a group that can make me so into the topic that my face is flushed.
or i feel warm in a relatively cold room.
too excited.
or get so thirsty.
walking around without an aim,
walking ard in circles just because we were too engrossed in the topics at hand.

i brought a skirt~
this is one group of girls that i shouldnt go shopping too often,
they will just make me splurge my lifesavings.
which aint much too!

but i still love my girls.
smooches to you all.

* * *

something random.

i so very much want to be a bridesmaid.
no one has ever asked me to be a flower girl.
y didnt any one ask me to be the flower girl?
do i so not fit the bill?
now that i have past that age, i yearn to be a bridesmaid.
so to all my girlfriends out there, take note of this ok?
whenever in future, must get me as one of the bridesmaid.

i want to dress up and be pretty.
i want to wear a pretty dress.
i want to be there to have a impt part in one of the most impt day of my girlfriends.
i want witness the beautiful things in life.
i want to make sure that the groom has a hard time getting to the bride, so that he will remember the things he had to go through, so that it will be etched in the mind that the girlfriends will be there in any events that he decided to bully her.
i want to increase the bride price, because i believe that my girlfriends are worth it.
they are my girlfriends.
they are worth everybit the trouble.

smooches to all my lovely girlfriends.

-ilovemygirls-

2005-11-06T23:30:00.000+08:00

am still peeling.

my face is peeling like mad.
esp my nose.
everytime i get back from sentosa, i vow to never go there again.
but everytime someone asks me there, i'll be there.

considering the amount of sunblock that i slab on my face, its still pretty much burnt.
spf 60~
i'm just not cut out for tanning.
dont get me wrong, i want to remain fair.
just want to join in the fun without getting burned.
and without it being made so obvious that i went tanning.
which seems to be the case, everytime without fail.

grp shot. missing 3 girls?

kelvina and shuhui's creation. their so-called sandcastle.
kel still thinks its pretty

i loved being piggy-bk!

a close up.

* * *

celebrated daddy's bday yesterday.
the family headed over to this rest in some ulu-nated place.
ulu-nated but super crowded.
but the seafood's great.
we are crab-connoisseurs.

then daddy asked this qns which he never fail to ask each year, and which never fails to crack us up.
frankly speaking, how old do i look?
my dad looks good for his age, and he knows it.
but he just want ppl to tell him that.
my daddy~

so the conversation spun around to him telling us that he used to be good looking.
he still is.
and how pretty my mommy was.
she is still pretty, duh~

lotsa fun and laughter.
not to mention, good food.

after dinner, parents shooed us off in my bro's car.
they wanted to take a stroll before heading home.
pak tor~
so romantic.
heh heh.

* * *

farmart.

the sjc girls.

my hot babe.

2 girls i cant do without.

my cutie

doesnt he just look good?

the huge big large prawniee.

our catch.
the prawns were so very fresh.

* * *

i miss qianyi. she hasnt changed a bit.

-iwanttobelikethemwheni'mold-

2005-10-28T22:40:00.000+08:00

dreaded time of the month.

absoultely hate it when its here.
feeling weak, and lethargic.
so not in the mood to do anything except lie on the bed and moan in pain.
it totally ruined my day, it being the only day that i get released early.
should have been out shopping to my hearts contents.
but instead i decided, or rather was forced to come home early.

the pain is killing me.
do i have to endure this for the rest of my life?
*whines*
nothing seems to help ease the pain.
painkillers, epo.
nothing.
zlich.

sorry dear.
there had to be a change in plans,
just didnt have the energy or mood to move ard.

YAY!
the new car is coming soon.
dad just brought Honda Jazz.
its so small and fat, it looks adorable.
i love small cars!!
Volks, mini cooper.
but these are way outa my range.

everytime i walk home, there will always be this certain vehicle that i look out for.
a jeep without the usual bulkiness.
sleek design.
love
Toyota RAV4.
argh.
tried persuading my dad to get that.
he loves it too.
concidentally, was telling my dad that there is this certain car that i like, when he told me that its the car that he initially thought of getting too.
its in the genes.
impractical.
sighs.
there goes my jeep.
i'm going to own it one day.

but whats the use of a new car if i dont get my licence?
couldnt seem to book any practical lessons for 3 weeks.
going 3 weeks without driving is going to do lots of damage to my much-less-than-fanastic driving skills.

the test is in 1 month, and i have not perfected my driving.
not that i expected to perfect it anyway.
but just good enough that i dont do weird stuff,
which pisses my instructor off, because he claims that im always doing weird stuff.
but somehow, even at this stage when i have cleared all my stages,
i still get a little frighten whenever i have to change lane during heavy traffic flow.
some inconsiderate drivers just refuses to give way to a student driver.
even when i indicated that i want to change lane, they would still insist on not slowing down.
so much so that i think i might have developed a phobia in changing lanes.

as long as i get 18 pts during the test, i'm satisfed.
no immediate failures, which i'm so fond of doing.
no mounting kerb, no indecisiviness, no forgetfulness.
i was so appalled by my forgetfulness, and carelessness.
diang~
anything, as long as i pass.

omg~ i'm so worried.
dont get me wrong, i still like driving, its just the test that i hate.
ironic, as its the test that got me here in the first place.

the pain is here again.
off to lying in bed to ease the pain.
*moans*

-i'msofrightened-

2005-10-26T17:19:00.000+08:00

le coq sportif.

given up any hope to find a Puma Bag.
now got my eyes set on finding a Le Coq Sportif bag.
so madly in love with that brand.
but looking for it seems tougher than looking for my puma.

and a Le Coq Sportif jacket too.
i want i want.

-lecoqsportif-

2005-10-24T20:49:00.000+08:00

Santiago Munez (Kuno Becker) ~

caught Goal today.
jiayu.jingxue.pat.guanda.kelvina.eric.weekiat.yongshan.jj.koonwai.
absoultely great show.
most would think that its most prob not a show for non football fans.
but the show wasnt about the technicalities of foot ball.
more than that, it was about his dreams and going all out to achieve it.

Every Dream Has A Beginning

* * *

parents dearest are coming back tml dawn.
*Yay*
finally.
cant wait for my mom's homecooked food.
cant stand eating out.
nothing like a meal of mouthwatering piping hot food.
been missing it for days.
i miss parents dearest.

hopefully they brought lots of stuff for me this time too.
clothes bags accessories.
and food~
not forgeting getting their peaches.
i love their peaches.
lovely.
and their sour plums?
snacks?
SLURP!

* * *

2 tubs of ice cream. tiramisu + banana mania
har gow.
sotong balls.
maggie mee.
green tea.
ruffles.
green peas.
tabasco.
plus lots of dvds.
.
.
.

time together are never enough.
just hope you understand the things i go thru.
my reasons for some stuff.
glad that you go all out to make me happy.
tolerating my unreasonable demands.
my whiney-ness.

more time together.
more memories.
more laughter.
love you dear.

caught FlightPlan together with Dear.
another show that i thought had a good plot.
with an interesting twist.
which are hard to comeby these days.

just hate coming out of a movie theatre with the sickening feeling that i just wasted 9.50 on some show with a dumb plot.
which is not that seldom.
there are times when the reviews given to the show are good enough to convince me to part with my money for the movie.
but just to find that the movie was over-rated.
lousy plot. lousy settings. lousy casts.

* * *

some random thoughts.

my bro is just too sweet.
i swear if he wasnt attached, i would personally match make him to my friends.
haaas.
but too bad~ he's not available.
god. if he sees this, i'm so dead.

pasta.cake.frenchtoasts.
just some of the things that he whips up for his gf.
lucky.
so sweet.

but the downside.
he didnt know how to bake a cake.
so i was pulled into it.
at 10 pm at night.
a cake takes ard 1 hr.
so which means that i had to get the ingredients ready for him.
and give him step-by-step instructions on baking it.

ok.
so he didnt make the cake all by himself.
but its the thought that counts.

how many guys can safely say, with all the confidence in the world that they did that (whipping up some stuff for their gf)?
lets not be too demanding.
how many guys can safely say, with all the confidence in the world that they thought about doing that for the gfs?

he made sure that the mixture was smooth.
constantly checking on the cake so that it wouldnt get burnt.
and i am glad to say that it taste good.
with my help of course.
i'm proud of him. (and myself too!)

-everydreamhasabeginning-

2005-10-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

Chompchomp.

another funlaughtercrazy gathering.
yixian.merlyn.kelvina.leyhong.weekiat.james.benny.koonwai.eric.jj.
headed to chomp2 after school.
haven been there in such a long while.
lots of good food.
hell lots of drinks too.
stingray.satay.carrotcake.oysteromelette.hokkienprawnmee.huxiang.rojak.chickenwings.

just love it when the table is filled with food.
love it even more when there is no space for the upcoming orders.
dont we all just love food?
lots of it too?
even if the down side of it is just putting on tons of weight.
i still love good food.
not to mention good company to make everything perfect.

as usual played zhong ji mi mah with the food and drinks left.
a mixture of sugar cane, glass jelly, satay sauce, various chili sauce.
in addtion, there was the bean spourts and peanut to add the effect.
a disgusting brownish milky color.

being the usual group, noisy as ever.
sat there so long that other patrons were giving us dirty looks.
too bad.
were having too much fun to take notice of them.

the guys in the class are becoming too "sissy".
there were too little guys to start with, and i reckon that the ratio is going to be worse.
we are a bunch of lovable girls.

to prove my theory.
view on...

nice nails?

whose the girls with the wonderful hot pink nails?

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.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
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.
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.
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*gasps*
its not a girl.
its JJ.
actually there are more pics with JJ posing with his new found hot pink nails.
but i decided that they were too gay for viewers.
i wouldnt want to have any assoications with him if the gay pics were disclosed.
he voluntary gave us his nails.
but went searching for nail polish remover.

i hate that pole. it spoils the pic.

the group that were there. plus koon wai the photographer.

the lone RT.

no pole. but he spoils the pic.

till the next time.

-whEEeee.i'mhavingfun-

2005-10-19T00:49:00.000+08:00

School started!

school started this week.
been quite a fun 2 days.
lotsa laughter and teasing all around, plus catching up.
the new timetable kinda disgusting.
ending later this time around.
without the ppl, i think i would have died and gone to heaven long ago.

modules seem tougher this sem.
even had a test alr, on the 2nd day of sch.
2 months worth of slacking, and once we get back to sch, slammed into tests and all again.
and the test kinda took us by surprise.
qns came from all over,
about those tiny details that you would not notice.
i wouldnt want to know my results.

got the schedules, and the picture is not looking good.
it seems that there will be a test if not 2 tests every week.
not including the mid-sem exams.
hopefully will be able to survive this round.

PT is supposedly harder to get in.
so why is it that they are having an easier time than us?
7 weeks break vs 5 wks.
2 wks clinical vs 4 wks.
no tests vs lots of it.
why?
why is ours so much tougher than theirs?

parents off to China.
means no piping hot food when i get home hungry and grouchy.
coming home to an empty quiet house.
hate it.
i hate having to eat out.
the food all taste the same after sometime.
and there is no one to complain to about the tests.
i need a venting outlet.
lucks i have got company for dinner.

me.yixian.kel.
another bout of retail therapy.
brought a new pair of slippers.
its wasnt like i really wanted it, but it was more of out of neccessity.
its so tough to just get a pair of unique slippers.
i gave up long ago.

grateful for them.
sat at coffee bean so sometime, chatting, sharing our views on stuff.
all in all, another soulful talk.
it just seems so natural to talk to them about such stuff.
only know them for 5 months, it seems incredible.

headed to Pepper Lunch for dinner.
emerged, stinking of it.
eeewww..
i hate it when i stink of food and oil.
continued shopping till the shops started closing.
forcing us to make our way home, when we cant think of any place to shop.
conclusion, Singapore is darn boring.

-imatrumpter.ihavestrongOrbicularisOris-

2005-10-15T10:22:00.000+08:00

stuffed myself silly.

The Line @ Shangri La Hotel.
Fantabulous.Scrumptious.Exquisite.Heavenly.Tantalizing
awesome place for fine dining.
wonderful ambience.
posh.
but not overly done, that one is conscious of every move they make.
comfortable. at ease.
but a tat too expensive.

all kinds of cuisines.
so especially love the fountain of Chocolate.
wonderful, delicious, mouthwatering googy warm chocolate.
couldnt believe that they actually have that.
omg.
its like in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
stick your strawberry in.
VOlia~
amazing rack of deserts.
as much as i tried, i just couldnt try every single one.
there is just too much wonderful food thats calls out to you to try it.
an attempt to try everything, failed horribly.

such a waste.
the deserts were oh-so-P R E T T Y!
the amount of effort that went into making it, and i couldnt taste it all.
should have just headed to the desert station when i first arrived.
tsk tsk.
and they have got some fab mango ice cream.
too bad they didnt have rum and raisin.

oysters.crab.crayfish.prawns.salmon.
some of the varieties of seafood available.
va va vroom.
was so tempted to take a pic of every thing.
but resisted doing that.
didnt want to look silly.

thanks Dear.
for racking your brain, trying to figure how to make this day a special one.
enjoy the walk there.
the silly conversations that we had.
stuffing ourselves silly together.
the frequent visits to get more food.
peeling my prawn for me.
just love seating there savouring every moment.
just enjoy spending time with you.
like you said, it has been 2 birthdays alr.
holding hopes for more to come.

* * *

there were certainly ppl there who goes to The Line frequently.
with the managers and chefs looking to their every need.
knowing what they liked. fruits, pasta, bread.
its a buffet.
but hello, their food are delivered to their table.
omg.
wonder what is it like in their shoes.
being able to eat at such a high end place every night.
being served their every need.
having the top staff asking them how is everything, hows the food.

over heard this conversation.
manager: so you both fly alot? how often do you go back home?
customer (laughs) : wheres home?
manager: thats a very good qns.

isnt it just a bliss to be able to visit all the different countries?
without having to worry about the future?
without having to worry if the trip is cutting into the money needed for retirement? or money needed just to pass every day?

what is it like?
would i be able to experience that one day?
i certainly hope so.
like kel, i'm sure many girls aspires to be tai tai.
working not for the sake of working.
but for the joy of it.
going for high tea, with my fellow tai tais.
going on shopping sprees together without having about maxing the card.
because there is still many more in the LV/Gucci wallet for me to max out.
or maybe LV just doesnt appeal to them, and they want something more class.

throwing parties-of-the-yr when i feel like it.
with no expenses spared.
bumping around with every other tai tais and celebrity.
having a dozens cars in the garage, on my enormous piece of land.
complete with arcs and arcs garden, swimming pool, out door jaccuzzi, and a golf course if the other half so wishes.
matching the car that i would like to the color of my toenails.
did i mention that i change the color of my toenails every day?
the personal manicurist and and pedicurist see to it that i have a new unique designs that suits my mood.
so if the nails are of that importance, what can be said of the car?
custom made. no less.
the envy of every other fellow tai tais.

just some random thoughts.
sounds far fetched, i know.
but everyone is entitled to having their outrageous, far fetched dreams.
so leave me to enjoy mine for the moment.
living in my own little perfect world.

Loves.

My birthday Mian Xian. mom whipped it up for me. looks yummy. tastes yummy!
love ya!

with the girls at Fish & Co.

savouring every moment

-iaspiretobeaTaiTai-

2005-10-13T09:13:00.000+08:00

A BLAST!

went for pool with dear at Beauty world.
one of the cheapest place to play in esp when you aint too good.
but that place is so very far.
the place was packed.
had to wait for like 30 mins for a table.
had fun.
his pool is improving tremendously.
cleared table on several occassions.
hmph~ couldnt you just have let me win?
nah~
its stressful playing with him.
just so that i wouldnt lose too badly.
not only you have to try to get the ball in, but also have to consider the placing of the ball after.
wrong move?
gone.

* * *

cant describe the night other than it was a blast.
met up with the gang.
Kelvina.Merlyn.YiXian.Jiayu.JJ.Eric.Weekiat.James.Benny.Yongshan
as usual, Kelvina was late.
so we came to a conclusion that whenever we have to meet, it would be an hour earlier than the meeting time for her.
Kelvina. no next time.

went to Brewerkz @ Clarke Quay for dinner.
the Werkz.
when we first got the menu.
eeewwww... it smelt as if someone puked all over it.
but glad that the food wasnt that bad.
their Burgers are huge!
the guys were struggling to get it down.
they are supposedly known for their beers which are smooth.
couldnt tell much about the beers being smooth.
outta the 3 jugs that we got, there was only one that got the thumbs up from the girls.
but at least it tastes alot better than the other beers that was available in the market.

decided to forgo deserts at Brewerkz.
headed over to Indochine, The Forbidden City.
like the layout of the place.
it was like going back in time, with all the terracotta warriors and huge opium beds.
was a tight squeeze at the opuim bed, but we made do.

love Ladies night. 1-1!
all the girls had the signature drinks.
a choice of Terracotta.Butterfly effect.Vinto Terrino.
had Vinto Terrino.
a mixture of red wine and alc.

JJ ordered this waterfall thingy for me.yixian.kel,
one that we had to go over to the bar to take it.
comprises of glasses being stacked onto each other.
with the bartender lighting it up to give it the effect.
and we could only drink it when the bartender whistled.
damn cool.
were told to stand a distance, just in case our hair get flamed.

decided to played Zhong1 Ji2 Mi4 Mah2.
just so to get someone to finish the Butterfly Effect, that has no takers.
it left this weird aftertaste, that was enough to put anyone off.
great time.
got hooked on playing the game with drinks.
ran outta drinks for us to play with.
so we proceeded on to order shots.
yea. we are crazy.

laughing aloud. smiling. teasing. ribbing.
some of the things that were constantly on during the night.
a fun loving bunch.
one that truly doesnt need to go to a fun interesting or even expensive place to enjoy themselves.
a group that transcends beyond the location, able to make high with just the company.
just give us an area, food, and we are able to make the night crazy.

more gatherings and fun times together?
soon?

me.yixian.Kel

jiayu.merlyn

the guys.

wonderful babes.

again. at indochine

so cool~

we love the wash rooms. do we not?

omg! kinky.

testimony of the fun times we have had.

the darlings.

see ya all soon?

-lovingthegang-

2005-10-10T08:27:00.000+08:00

last week of Hols.

sad to say, but it is alr the last week of the hols.
had a pretty busy and fun time these 4 weeks.
hopefully sch will be equally great.
missing the school mates.
have had a few activities lined up when sch starts.

mom's bday coming. 18th Oct.
buts she leaving for China on that day.
Again!
i seriously swear that they are obsessed with that country.
its their 4th time there alr.
and i think they wont give other countries a chance unless they are done touring China.
but China is so freaking huge.
just how many trips are they going to take there?

to make matters worse, they are not bringing me along Again this time.
i have got sch.
we were supposed to go there together during the Dec hols.
but they felt that it would be too cold during the winters.
fine.
so they are leaving without me again.
like whats new.
but the next time they are going any where, im so going to insist that they bring me along.
no point limiting the fun to themselves rights?
hmmm.
but what if they wanted some time to themselves?
heheh.

back to my mom's bday.
so it seems that i cant celebrate it for her this yr.
was actually thinking of bringing the her out for nice dinner.
but seems there got to be a change of plan.
might be cooking Mian Xian for her tml, Lunar Bday~
if my cooking skills permit.
then will most prob be getting a Lana cake Her Fav, when i go to see them off at the airport.
depending on the time of the flight tooo.
sighs.
due to constraints, there wont be much that we can do.
gotta rack my brain for more ideas.

till the next time.
cheers.

-LevisLevisLevisJeans-

2005-10-09T22:39:00.000+08:00

Lil Sunflower.

went to visit Daisy and Maricris @ Pacific Mansion at Kiliney Road.
radiographers at AH.
its surprising how attached we are to the staff at AH.
doubt any previous batch of students are as attached as us.

Daisy's new born is Oh-so-cute!
i love the little fingers and toes the best.
he has no carpal bones, yea, A&P.
he's so tiny.
love the way he yawns, and move his limbs.
we have affectionately named him sunflower, due to his mom.

her little girl is so adorable too.
lovely huge sparkling eyes, with long desirable eye lashes.
incidentally, she's named Rose.
Daisy.Sunflower.Rose.

awaiting for Sunflower's 1 month celebration.
hopefully i would be able to carry him then.
right now, he's so fragile that i'm afraid to do so.
wouldnt want to hurt that sweet lil thing.

* * *

went for a bout of retail therapy with the girls.
walked around a bit.
trying to control the urge to buy every sweet thing that i see.
unlike me, shuhui has been buying almost everything that she has laid her eyes on.
i want to work too.
i want to have the ability to just be able to buy anything pretty.
shopping with her is just a torture.
not being able to join her in her shopping spree.

i desire my Levis Jeans.
i want my Puma bag.
i wish for a handbag.
not to forget, shoes.
and many many tops.
more tops more tops.
pretty earings and accessories that i can never say no to.

i want to shop without any restrictions.

2005-10-09T01:40:00.000+08:00

my tummy~

argh.
just got back.
had another gourmet feast today.
family gathering cum Aunt's bday celebration.
prawns.sotong.sausages.lamb.pork.beef.chicken.mutton.crab.satay.salad.fish.
with some Wolfberry wine to go.
tasted great.
sighs.
my plan to lose some flab will never visualise if this carries on.

quite a pleasant affair.
chatty with cousin.
well, out of my so many cousins, there was only 2 there.
with one who is in pri sch.
totally hyperactive, so any conversation with him would be out of the qns.
lucks the other cousin was there.
where are all my cousins?
all over the world.
come back soon! cant wait for the time when all are around.
it would be a blast.
wonder what would it be like if there was a toddler.
that would certainly liven up everything.
i'm just waiting for someone to give birth.
easier said than done.
baas~

aunt was suggesting that we go get a boat so that we could go out to sea some days.
not a bad idea.
in fact, i'm all for it.
learnt that in the past, the family used to have 3-4 boats from time to time.
and apparently, my aunts have power boat liscenses.
woah.
sad to say that i was too young to recall anything then.
so i'm all for the idea of a boating trip.
but the maintence part really dampens the idea.

had Lana cake today.
heavenly.
its like the cake that the Lee Family swears by.
its chocolatey.
but not overly done.
the cake has smooth texture.
just the right amount of everything.
lovely.
it seldom that we would get anything other that Lana cake.
except for the occasional ice cream ones for the youngsters.
i know that i had Lana for my one-yr old bday celebration.

but the cake is tough to get.
its so popular that they only open shop on thurs till sat.
and for sat, they stop taking orders 3 days before.
and to make matters worse.
they dont want to open a branch.
and it is located somewhere in Bukit Timah. i think.
some ulu-nated place, that is only accessible by car.
despite all the inconvenience, the demand is overwhelming.
apparently, the owner makes every cake on her own.
i just love it..

talking about the cake, makes me drool.
wanted to have a second helping just now.
but one glance at my bludging tummy, turns me off.

* * *

went to East Coast Park in the morning.
was hoping that i would work all off all the fats that i would have accumulated during dinner.
alas, started to rain. drizzle.
alrights.
still, had fun with dear.
he was doing weird stunts, like jumping with his skates??
also, he was strangely quiet.
concentrating, he claims.
anyways, i like the turkish lunch at Kebah Station too.
which also resulted in me taking in more carbos than getting rid of them.

other than the drizzle.
the weather was fine.
windy. i just love the breeze.
the wind against my face, my hair.
listening to the waves crashing against the shore.
smoothing.

dont you just hate it went you are trying your best not to fall,
then this seemingly pro person just zooms past you.
not to mention that they all seem to have the perfect figure.
plus the air of confidence around them.
damn.
its so unfair.
i'm going to train.

chitty chatty with dear the whole time.
talking about stuff, about ppl.
really just us.
really got me thinking of times back in CJC.
somethings that can only be experienced in the culture there.
i miss everyone.
missing the gang.
even Mr LKL.

someone who is strict, yet knows how to crap, or really lash out at you.
some would really not ne able to tolerate him.
but he just inspired me to work harder.
not one to chew on words.
but one who would lay down the hard facts even though its hard for us to stomach.
would really love to visit him in school one day.
believe it or not, despite my admiration for his way of teachings,
have not visited him at all since sch ended.
due to the crappy results that i have gotten.
feeling ashamed.

right now, am just to shagged to do anything.
surprised that i even blog about the day's events.
scooting off to dreamland for some much needed beauty sleep.
looking forward to tml.
which is in fact later.

-LanaLanaLanaLana.heavenly-

2005-10-08T01:43:00.000+08:00

MY Personality Type

You are a realist who places a high value on trust and loyalty. People notice that you are passionate about your views and that they can count on you when you make a personal commitment.

My Motto

"If you are going to do it, do it right."

How I Work best

You function best when you are in a predictable environment where expectations are clear. Too much change and unpredictability can make you feel distracted. You are most productive and at your best when you know exactly where you are headed.

My Life Situation

You are not fully satisfied with your current life situation. It is in your own hands, though, to change this. Every day you have the opportunity to improve your life situation by making decisions that suit your personality best. Making decisions that suit your personality best benefits all areas of your life: your relationships, your career, your love life, your goals, your family life, and your health.

-allaboutme.ithink?-

2005-10-08T01:24:00.000+08:00

sighs.

just when i thought that i was faring alright in the circuit.
the next moment i did terribly.
wrong turning points.
argh.
the frustration really got to me.
cant believe that i drove that terribly.
cant help but feel disappointed at myself.
performance today was really sucky.
hopefully, i will improve.
i mean, i Have to improve.
no more recklessness and carelessness.

just had a craving for chocos.
erm. like when do i not have a craving for chocos?
its my life's staple.
anyways, had this intense craving for it just now.
lucks that my stash of chocos has not been depleted.
gotta refill it soon.
hopefully there wont be a day that i have to go without chocos.
if there is any way that i'm going to balloon back to my previous weigth, the only way that i permit it is thru chocos.
no way am i going to get fat thru carbos, and whatnots.
i would not permit that.

2005-10-06T23:55:00.000+08:00

finally.

finally got around to blogging.
been too tired, lazy, busy the past few days.
anyways, decided to change the blog skin.
grew sick and tired of the old one.
it was too dull, dark, and low.
wanted one that was simple, sweet without all the clutters found in my previous blog skin.
so this is it.
but a long way more to go before its actually done.
and i just cant seem to get started on it.

actually wanted to get one done.
but due to the lack of ability in IT skills.
i decided to take the easy way out.
thats is, untill i master all that i need to know.

past few days have been great.
been meeting up with ppl that i miss.
been getting treats.

i just love getting treats. like who doesnt?
it just makes my day. sound superficial?
but at least someone cared enough to give me a treat.
thats just my theory.
yeah.

got to get to know some a little better during the hols.
now i cant do without them.
before the start of hols, was actually thinking that the 5 weeks of hols was too long.
didnt want to find a job, so thought that i would be rotting at home all day.
but guess i was wrong.
now, its already the 4th week.
its going to be over soon.
*whimpers*
i haven't had my fill of fun.

theres still a week and 3 days till the official end of my hols.
till the start of my muggings, late nights, getting stressed over nothing.
gotta enjoy the time left.
gosh. i sound solemn.

driving is going along ok.
hopefully will be able to get a test date that is in nov.
some where not too soon and not too late.
gotta prep myself for it.
somehow i dont think i m ready for it.
theres so many more things to consider.
i'm fine in the circuit. at least i think i m.
but when its out on the road, theres no telling whats going to happen.
like when is the next idiotic biker going to appear beside the car to give you a fright.

i hate it when some bikers squeeze between cars.
i know thats what most get bikes for.
easy transportation. fast.
but have they ever considered the kind of danger that they are putting themselves and others into?
such irresponsibility.
if they cant be bothered about themselves.
at least spare a thought about the other road users?

when to use the simualtor in SSDC today.
its like way cool.
its like an up-graded daytona.
complete with rear mirrors, wipers, head lights.
when you crash, then the screen will shake.
vehicles appear out-of-nowhere or do crazt unimaginable stunts to force you to take safety actions
i derive fun from accelerating to 140km/hr even though i'm not supposed to, chasing the vehicles, crashing though unintentional.
the thing is, i was supposed to have treated the simualtor course seriously, driving cautiously with every safety check, within the speed limit.
but what the heck.
breaking rules. even if its just a simulator.
i even tried drifting.
how often do we get to work with such simulator?
somehow, after returning to the road after that seems different.
everything seems so slow.

saw this test car today.
they were doing parallel parking.
alas, mounted kerb, knocked down pole.
felt bad for the student.
it can be considered immediate failure.
the tester had to get out and get the pole back.
damn.
hope i wont do that on my test.
i think i'll just bust out in tears.

-somerandomthoughts-

2005-09-20T19:50:00.000+08:00

love the hols.

been pretty busy the past week.
up and around.
think i "over exerted" myself while having fun.
falling sick.
but i hate to go down, esp when i'm having my hols.

its amazing what retail therapy can do.
one can feel elated over the prettiest buy.
or it can make you depressed.
experienced both in a day.
brought earrings and this pretty top from Artiris
i love their clothes, all handmade.
none the mass factory production that everyone has.
but clothes that are one of a kind.
comtemplated over that top for quite some time.
decided that i'm too in-love with it to not buy it.

but then later, while still on the shopping trip i saw this pretty slip-ons.
and a necklace from Artiris.
but by then, i have decided that i have spent too much.
so have to give this pretty things a miss.
i promise to be back to buy them!
there are time when after the whole day of shopping, nothing interests you, returning home empty-handed.
just in a day found many things that i would love to have but restricted by financial means.
aint that frus-ing?

lantern festival.

met up with ma girls for the festival.
another night of fun and laughter.
reliving our childhood or rather, trying the lack of it.
i love my tradition paper lantern.
the combination of having to balance the lantern to avoid tilting the candle and trying to light the candle just adds on to the fun.
fun that can never come from a plastic battery-operated lantern.
guess the kids these days are just missing out on the fun.

-ipromisei'llbebacktobuytheprettythings-

2005-09-17T12:56:00.000+08:00

i love being smelly~

yep. i love being smelly.
its a testimony of the start of the END of my less-than-acceptable physical life.
pulled myself up for a run this morning.
actually not.
my mom pulled me up at an unearthly hour.
like 540?
the sky was still pitch black, everyone was still sleeping.
y did i have to be the one up? outa my comfy bed? warm blankets?

nah-mind.
its all for my own good.
been feeling the guilty pangs from all the sinful food the last few days.
need to work all that off, so that i can indulge in more CHOCO!
i seriously DO NOt mind getting fat from eating too much chocos.
its the only food that i permit that kinda weak will.
other food?
Never.

somehow running alone gives me time to myself.
through out the day, its seldom that we are able to find time for ourselves.
to reflect all that has happen, to have a change of plan if needed and to set our goals.

the starting of the run is the crucial part.
we need to gain momentum to be able to carry on to finish the run, we need to pace ourselves.
the middle part is when the going gets tough, when we need to check ourselves to make sure that we are able to last to the end.
the last is the best part of the whole run.
we have finished what we set out to do, satisfaction.

but i realised that i didnt perspire that much.
maybe its because that i'm not a person to perspire.
even after 2.4k, my clothes would not be soaking wet.
some ppl think its good to be able perspire comparably less than others.
but perspiring is a way the body rids of toxins.
i want to perspire more!
more!

anyway, whats up with the some guys nowadays?
saw this guy who was wearing a tight fitting top that i reckon would fit me just fine.
such short shorts that on a woman would have been dubbed Hot shorts.
maybe i'm just being narrow minded, but this outfit just doesnt seem suitable for a grown man, with somewhat bulging muscles.
and it was an outfit for a workout.
i'm fine with metrosexuals, but i draw the line at tight fitting clothes.
dont they realise that most are not drawn to such look?

-istink-

2005-09-17T00:01:00.000+08:00

HMMM.

did a color test.
i sorta like the results.

Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.

You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the 'right person' - you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised.

The present situation, not of your making, is forcing you to compromise. You will have to hold back and forgo some of your hopes, dreams and aspirations.

You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.

You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If it's not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.

-truetoacertainextent-

2005-09-16T15:07:00.000+08:00

puma

looks alike but not exactly. its the next best.

somehow, in love with red bags currently.
went looking for THE puma bag with Kel.
but learnt that THE puma bag is outta stock.
damn.
should have brought it when i first saw it.
y didnt i?

should i buy the black puma bag?
but it seems like everyone is carrying it at the moment.
or should i wait for the new designs to come out?
or continue searching for my red Puma Bag?
i want my red puma~
but i probably wont be able to find it anymore.

haven been shopping much.
more like window shopping.
i need new clothes.
new shoes.
new bag.
new jeans.
new accessories.
but where to find unique stuff?
am sick of buying what everyone else has.
i want UNIQUE clothes.
i dont wan to look like everyone else on the street.

and another important point.
i need money.
anyone has a job recommendation?

darn.
my bro took advantage of the days when i'm not at home to org a mountain climbing trip.
without informing me.
nice~
now that i learnt of it, and am Dying to go.
they have alr book their tickets.
and is leaving tonight.

i'm sick of my blog skin.
cant wait to change it.
but i know nuts about html.
anyone care to help me?

-pumapumapumapuma-

2005-09-16T14:30:00.000+08:00

am back.

4 days away from home.
Haggendaz.latenightmovies.chips.cheese.
basically, lots of sinful food.
i love rum and rasin.
did i mention i'm growing fat?

am loving the time spent with you.
thewalksalongthebeach.thetalks.
glad to have you.
grateful for every thing that you have done.

been on a movies spree.
the brothersGrimm, The Cave, The longest yard.
i love the longest yard.
its simply worth every cent of it.
one of the better shows currently.
inspiring.touching.heartwarming.
mean machine.

-loving-

2005-09-13T09:35:00.000+08:00

ITS HOLIDAYS! WHOOooHO!

finally the hols are here.
somehow, i didnt really wanted it to be here.
i miss being at the hospital.
can i go back to work?
foc~ i dont mind.

went back to visit the AH staff yday.
time spent there just wasnt enough.
miss wearing the lab coats, miss being able to call in the patients and do cases.
anyways, was back there for quite a while.
it just wasnt enough.
went around to the 3 departments to visit the staff.
think they were pleasantly surprised to see us again.
its was nice just walking in and knowing everyone there.
even if we didnt work with them, we still knew each other.
left the place with promises that we will be back.
soon~
never soon enough.

headed back to sch to hand up the reports.
the journey there was horrible.
wondering if is the reports really finally completed?
but if it wasnt, we didnt give a damn, we din want to do anything.
but it was just the sickening feeling.
had enough of it the past few days.
been working late each day.

first thing, i mean first person i saw when i entered?
RACHEL THOMAS!
omg.
miss the girl lots.
tons.
big bear hug.

anyways, headed down to Pat's house for the Birthday B.

Happy birthday ERVIN AND JJ!

Me.Rach.Xian.Ervin went in a cab.
Benny.Shuhui.Kel.Weekiat went in his car.

wouldn't the one with the car reach the place first?
but no, they reached like 2 hours later.
weekiat wanted to bath first.
poor girls. bet they were starving in the car.

the journey there was great fun.
like duh~
what to expect when the 3 of us are together?
laughing shrieking snapping away.
bet the cab uncle couldn't stand us.
Rach~
i want the photos~

the BBQ went great, with lots of food and fun.
taiwanese sausages. yummy~
mahjiong.
had such difficulty playing it.
the pros were always dissing me about taking such a long time.
hello~?
i'm still learning!

too many incidents to blog about.
so dont think i should get started.
waited for guys to finish their Mj session.
whoever said the girls are Mj tai tai.
4 guys at Mj, making 5 girls wait.

went home in weekiat's car.
7 in a car.
5 females at the back.
damn tight sqeeze.

was always looking through the rear window for TP.
dont know what would happen if we got caught.
no more car rides home?
we went all over Singapore.
from Chua Chu Kang
to woodlands.
to Toa Payoh.
to Bedok.
to Hougang.
then finally to Sengkang.
an hour long trip.

thru out the trip.
we were constantly looking out for road signs.
was lost for quite a while.
we were even almost on the way to Malaysia.

its easy to differentiate the ppl who are using learning how to drive and the experienced ones.
me and val were constantly,
"why didnt signal?"
"dont anyhow cut lane!"
"slow down."
poor Weekiat, despite having such a huge burden on his shoulders.
6 lives in his hands.
we were dissing him, adding to the pressure.

hope to meet up with the girls soon.
been with them for the past month.
it now seems weird without seeing them a day.

mook cake festivals coming soon.
Josephine~ down to again Taka someday?
we are cheapos~
haas.

i want my snow skin mooncakes.
its more fun making them then just buying it off the shelf.
SJC darlings~
any of you still have the recipes?
remember the time we went for the chinese camp?
making the mooncakes were the highlight!
i want SNOW SKIN~

-TerikNafast.Tahan.BolehNafast-

2005-09-10T10:25:00.000+08:00

ATTACHMENTS HAVE BEEN GREAT.

yesterday marks then end of block 1 attachment.
am so going to miss the people there.
got to know a whole lot of interesting people.
Yasin.Daisy.Joe.Mariecris.Kim.Theodore.Michael.TeeMeng.Daniel.Elizabeth.Sharif.Lulu.Qiqi.
what AH lacked in facilities, they made it up in the wonderful staff that they have there.
every morning starts with a series of chirppy greetings, teasing, laughter.
we got along with the staff there perfectly.
even though there was a little culture shock during the first day, we quickly got used to it.
and the shuttle bus uncle was great too.
a congregation of wonderful ppl.

Qiqi will be leaving Singapore.
our lost.
a fine radiographer.
one of the best around.
but she just belong more to the english culture.
hopes she will do fine in england.

the last day was spent baggering every radiographer for information on the freaking 2000 words essay on the layout of the X-ray department.
not too mention another 2000 word essay on my reflections.
i still fail to see how will it affect our ability to work.
didnt spent as much time bonding as we would have loved.
will be going back to AH on monday.
missing the staff, even though theres also another motive.

spent a great deal of time with the girls on fri,
Kelvina.Yixian.Shuhui.
had a soulful talk.
relationships.family.the future.
the best ever.
been with the girls for month.
will be missing them.
we only parted on fri, and we alr have plans to meet up on mon.
interesting that we were all part if different groups, and now we are like close friends.
ppl who we can all share our inner thoughts.
close friends that bonded just over a span of 1 month.
another plus point for attachments.

it has alr been a month.
time files when you are enjoying yourself.
am looking forward to the next attachment.
which will only be in jan.

love being at that esplanade.
just sitting there enjoying the view with dear.
nothing much needs to be said.
comfortable silence.
just being there was sufficient

-where'sthelunchtreatfromJoe?-

2005-09-04T11:28:00.000+08:00

I HATE COCKROACHES.

i really totally absoultely DETEST Cockroaches.
its revolting.
it smells.
and it scares the hell out of me.
not only that it creates sudden movement when ever i walk pass it (ie along the coridor), thus in turn causing distress.
it now turns up in MY TOILET.
where the hell did it come from?
maybe it crawled in thru the window in the toilet.
stupid cockroach, why did it have to come to my house?

just entered the toilet.
out of the corner of my eye, i sense something moving.
but when i turned my attention to it, there was nothing there.
so thought i was a little paranoid.
was nearing the basin,
when i saw it.
i jumped.
stupid Cockroach.
scared the hell out of me.
the stupid cockroach made me jump.

was determined to get rid of it.
but didnt want to use my hands.
so tried flushing it out with water.
wanted to use HOT STEAMING water.
but sad to say, i didnt turn on the heater.

and the damned Cockroach.
managed to climb up the pipe thus escaping its horibble fate.
dammit.
then it climbed into the Cabinet~
omg.
disgusting huge cockroach.

couldnt take it anymore.
so recruited the help of my brother.
the cockroach must die.
he had to take everything out from the cabinet, to look for that miserable cockroach.
it was so huge that we could hear it scurrying.

it hid in this container.
so my brother used Baygon.
why didnt i think of using that in the first place?
the cockroach was up-side-down.
so it couldnt escape.
stupid cockroach.
WHOOEee!
had fun emptying lots of Baygon on it.

finally, the legs slowed down.
and eventually stopped moving at all.
ITS DEAD!
derive joy from flushing it down the drain.
it met its fate.
prevented it from frightening me further, and preventing it from having its baby cockroaches.

gosh.
a whole entry about THE Cockroach.

did i mention i really absoultely totally hate lizards too?

and i also really absoultely totally hate all the creepy crawlies?

-absoultelyrevoltingnauseatingrepulsiveyuckyCockroaches-

2005-09-03T23:54:00.000+08:00

INTERESTING EXPERIENCES.

had some pretty interesting experiences at AH this week.
love the staff there.
Yassin.Daisy.Joe.Lulu.
wont hesitate to tease us, but thats what made the time there well spent.

had a erm... "memorable, interesting" experience?
was about to transfer him to the table when he LS-ed.
alrights.
like omg!
so it was pretty much all over the place.
but what made me impressed, was the way Yassin carried on with his work.
not minding the smell, or dirtiness.
the odour was suffocating, but it didnt matter to him.
impressed.
professionalism.

met up with some of the sch mates on fri night.
attendance was great.
ME.Candice.Yixian.Guanda.Patricia.Weekiat.Kelvina.Merlyn.Eric.Jeremy.Yuxin.Robert.JJ.Shuhui.Valerie.

Dinner at Cartel was wonderful.
we were one hungry bunch.
hogged the tables for 2 hrs.
while the waiters tried repeatedly to chase us away.
using lines like "just to check, did we miss out any orders?"
when it was clear that we have finished.
had a great time exchanging experiences over at our hospitals.

headed over to SSC, Paradigm after dinner.
had 3 hours of hardcore fun.
was a little weird at first.
we were all in our formal clothings.
girls in black pants. guys in shirts.
those in paradgim were pretty much in casual clothes.
so ppl were staring.
hello.
we are still young.
even though we are in formal clothes doesnt mean that we are too old to be there.

the girls were noobs at the game.
but hey, thats what made everything so fun.
had a hilarious time ribbing each other over the silly mistakes that we made.
Yixian and her "wo de shen chai hen hao".
guys wondering when would it ever be their turn as the girls took forever to finish the game.
finally resorting to opening another table.

we were...
oblivious to the rest.
in our own little world.
incredible that nobody came over to diss us about the din that we were creating.
laughing at almost everything.

Merlyn and her conflict with her partner 'robert'
and also her now infamous shot that had the white ball jumping over the target and into the pocket.
Yixian and her 'Darling' JJ that almost had us puking.
Jeremy and our "i'm thristy, i want drinks, bread and chili sauce."
JJ and our "you are going to foot the bill for pool right? and we are thristy, we want drinks."

the guys in the class sure have a hard time from us without fail.
but they were wonderful.
gamely playing along.

wonderful company.
great time.
sure hoping to do that more often..
are we meeting up soon?

should say that i had never had so much fun at pool.
thanks.

Sat.
met up with Eleanor.Josephine.Melody. for breakfast at Cartel.
whats up with the ppl around me and cartel?
no more for the next few months!
meeting time at 830AM!!
as usual all were late.
only saw them at 945??
but it was seriously too early to meet.
learned your lessons Josie?

caught up with each other.
yakking.laughing.having fun.
a fun loving bunch of ppl.
missing them so much.
glad Eleanor had fun at masak-masak.
her way of destressing before driving pract.
guess we are the few that tolerated the disgustingly horrible concortions that she came up with.
dear Jo still is ever so lagging in conversations.
its amazing if she ever is on track with the rest.

missed them so much.

went to Pool junction with Dear.
still trying to improve my skills before the next pool outing so that i would be spared the merciless ribbing from the peeps.
learnt a few new things from Dear.
my Pro.
but never seem to improve.

am so glad that i'm surrounded by wonderful friends that never failed to make my day.

-amgrateful-

2005-08-28T10:26:00.000+08:00

ONCE A SPARK NOW A FLAME.

We are heirs of a glorious kingdom
Of treasures past ages have bestowed
Of the truth wisdom love and peace
We rejoice to proclaim and uphold
Live in Truth live in Faith and Love
Let our light spread and brighten the night
Let our flame warm all hearts and unite

Catholic Junior College's 30th Anniversary cum Opening of Performing Arts Centre Concert

was quite a grand affair.
wine.food(non-buffet style surprisingly).
ppl in formal dresses(we were under-dressed!).
fire performance.
great dance performance (didnt expect it to be of that standard)
we didnt expect it.
it was sorta old students gathering.
over heard this lady that she was from the 1979 batch.
!!!!!
she just revealed her age.
need to keep that in mind when there is a function like this in future.

wonder what would it be like in 10 20 yrs?
will there be a similar function where all would gather?
would be interesting to meet up with everyone.
what would the mood be like?
most importantly, would i even dare to attend the function?
haas.
just in case i go outta shape.
hopefully not.

the PAC turned out better than i expected.
it has to be.
we have been waiting for it to open since forever.
was supposed to play during the opening.
but it seems that the contractor had other plans.
Bro Paul mentioned that the started telling the students from 2002 batch (us included) that they would be able to enjoy the new facilities.
yes~
we feel cheated.
the countless donations drives that we had to do.
but come to think of it.
the donation drives had been memorable.
the charity walk. performances. the nice and not so fanatastice t-shirts.building of class spirits.

many new additions to the sch.
some i find redundant.
like the new gym at the grandstand, which has full length glass windows?
what for?
for guys and girls alike to show off or ogle at others?

but entering the sch brought back memories.
time when we strolled back to class even though we were late.
walking around the school looking for eye-candies.
the darn suffocating 1T28 class where many bonds were forged, not to forget the many clashes we had too.
killer mass PEs, wobbly legs after each session.
numerous dreadful band practices, with the anti-band gang within the band.
breaks where we would all queue up (or rather jump queue) for the YTF.
discussions on where to go for class lunch, which always ended up at either Town or Beauty world, thomson for prata.
teasings and jabbings btw the teachers and students, could say that we were a good class.
pon-ing lectures or yakking during lessons.

would sure wish to visit the teachers on teacher's day.
but would not be able to make it since theres attachment.
by the time i reach sch, the teachers would have gone for the teachers' day dinner.
i want to watch the teachers' day performance.
it seems such a long time since i have watch a school performance for various events.
used to have performances every now and then.
Cny.Nationalday.Teachers'day.Youthday.DonationDrive.

i miss them.
i miss school.
i miss hanging out with friends.

MARCH OF THE PENGUINS.

a doctumentary.

an interesting show.

not many shows that are done in this manner.

Emperor penguins, in their thousands, abandon the deep blue security of their ocean home and clamber onto the frozen ice to begin their long journey for love and life

protrays the process and obstacles that a penguin has to go through to adulthood.

heartwarming show.

esp the part when the partners meet for the first time.

sadly, they only spend a short time together as they have to go feed. which means they have to travel to the ocean which takes 20 days to travel.

the penguins take turns to keep the egg warm in the freezing winter.

hurdling together to fight the cold.

traveling a distance that needs 20 days to cover to get food for their young ones when they hatch.

the protectiveness does not end when the eggs hatch, as their fragile body cant take the cold.

their mourning when the cold freezes their young, without being given the chance to live at all.

the grievances when their young one dies that drives them to steal another penguins' young.

keeping the young ones safe from their predators.

the adorable way the young ones cuddle up to their parents.

they are very much like humans.

a sense of protectiveness over the children.

going thru hell in order to give them a chance to live.

wanting nothing but the best for the kids.

admiration for the crew behind the doctmentary.

they, too had to put up with the harshest of the cool.

they are so adorable

-wishIcouldturnbacktime-

2005-08-27T12:19:00.000+08:00

LAST DAY AT SGH

yesterday was the last day at SGH.
cant help but think i might be missing that place.
esp the gang.
they made the experience there worthwhile.
help each other to look out for cases that we could do as competency.
now thats team work.
hopefully will get to be in the same hospitals as them.
grateful to the radiographers who were willing to teach us.
were fortunate to have experienced radiographers from whom we learnt techniques and things that the textbooks would never be able to provide.
ahh~
the importance of clinicals.
and the patients who weren't scared to have us postioning and exposing them, and even feeling their bones for the collimation.

met a couple of interesting ppl there too.
found out that one of the radiographers was a PSC scholar.
like woah.
not discounting the fact that he wasnt arrgoant and stuck up.
but friendly and willing to teach this 2 ignorant students.
thanks.
spondylitis.spondylolisthesis.

then there was this patient who has to do a shoulder xray.
he is humongous.
his chest would put most girls to shame.
normal ppl would have done the xray standing up.
but he's too huge, so had to do it sitting down.
used an A+ casette instead of a B casette.
what we didnt know was that he is the South East Asia champion.
saw him in the papers today.

while some patients really made our day.
there are some who are out to spoil it.
had this patient who was a high class B*.
it wasnt our fault that the doctor failed to prescribe the xrays in the other regions of interest.
nor was it our fault that the 'bed' is made of metal.
imagine a soft bed, in which the patient's body wouldnt be straight, so there would be goemetric unsharpness of the region of interest.
so before complaining that the bed was harder than rock.
like what the hell?
who ever describes it like that?
think of the reasons why all the hopsitals in singapore uses this 'bed' instead of one that was comfy.
most importantly, think before you start shooting off.
think.

hopefully AH would be good too.
but the journey there would be freaking long.
guess i would be frequenting Ikea once again.
swedish meatballs. hotdogs.
anyone in the vincity, call me up~

since yesterday was the final day.
we thought that we would all get something special for the all radiographers.
to thank them for their guidance these 2 weeks.
those that created an impact.
Eunice.Lily.Armarjit.Chris.Khin.Zain.Illyyas.
so got 2 cakes from polar.
in addition, me and Kel got Lily and Eunice roses.
for Eunice, we got her herbal tea too.
she was so afraid that her lymph nodes were inflammed.
had fun running around taking pictures.
looking for radiographers and mahcines to take with.
so silly~
machines~

went to KBOX at lucky chinatown.
such an ulu-nated place.
all thanks to JJ.
me.Kelvina.ShuHui.Merlyn.Josephine.Candice.WeeKiat.SiewKia.Eric.JiaJun.Yuxin.
some in the gang has superb voices.
esp WeeKiat.
i guess all the girls were blown away.
kept refilling the snacks.
sorta have a sore throat.
bleahx.

Khin.

Eunice with us.

Lily.
she wanted to take a pic with the Lilies in the painting.
faints.

me with my partner.
we just love posing with machines.

Kel.Jo.Me.

the girls at Kbox.

us again.

-wonderfulexperience-

2005-08-24T18:08:00.000+08:00

SHAG~

dead tired.
been standing the whole day.
at least the time passes fast.
it has been a week plus 3 days since i first step into SGH.
i'm going to miss this place.
esp the gang.

now that Eric is gone.
he's replaced by JJ.
buy drinks. buy food. supply sweets.
no matter what he says.
he will get it from us.
poor JJ.

the Ch News Asia and Ch 5 reporters came to SGH.
an interview with Mr Eng.
the Senior Principal Radiographer.
he was named during the National Day Rally.
how cool can it get?
how often do we get to meet ppl that was named during the national day rally.
anyways,
the reporters came, and apparently wanted a student to act as a patient in the interview.
so they pop by my room and asked if me and Kel wanted to have our 5 mins of fame.
nah~
Hell no.
declined, so poor Khairul was the next victim.
he's the one that was with the Sinuses machine during the interview.
then Mr Eng happily came to the room again.
this time didnt ask if we wanted to be in at all.
then started filming.
was trying to cover our faces.
bad hair day, and they didnt even give us time to adjust.
so now, Kelvina's hair is famous.

was just talking to Kel.
then the topic of what will we be in 10 yrs time came up.
been thru 19 yrs of my life.
it all seems to pass so rapidly.
in the next 10 yrs, most would have settled down and starting a family.
its just so...
unimaginable?
unable to fathom?
can imagine how will i be in 10 yrs.
what will i be doing?

no words to describe it.
but 10 yrs seems too short a time for all that.
theres always so much more that we want to do and hope to achieve.
10 yrs?

HARBIN ICE WONDERLAND.

freaking cold.
fingers were so cold that i couldn't use the camera.
and the camera was a little cranky.
its the cold.
saw this woman who was wearing her normal clothes and slippers.
while we were trying our best to keep warm in the winter clothes.
and even with shoes, the toes were still freezing.
but she nonchalant.
madness~
i guess theres just too much adipose.

thanks Dear.
had fun posing for pictures.
glad to be able to spend time with you.

went to Swensens after that.
had Grilled Sambal Fish, Fish n Chips, Banana Spilt.
my grilled fish was sucky.
the waiter who brought the Fish n Chips somehow managed to drop the fish.
so he brought it back.
through the door, saw him putting it back on the plate.
cant be sure, it was quite a distance.
but the manager sure brought the 'next' plate of Fish n Chips out fast that i doubt that they bothered to change it.
so casually asked him if did they change for a new plate.
"of cos"
but...
highly doubt it.

its freaking cold

i just love the red winter coat

us.

muarky

sloppy kiss.

some spastic poses.

we look odd.

my dream car.

swensens.
he loves food.

-totallyabsolutelyshag-

2005-08-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

I'M ENJOYING CLINICALS.

it has been a week since we started.
been enjoying clinicals so far.
initially, theres apprehensiveness that we might position incorrectly, wrong exposure.
but when we get praises on the images that we took unaided,
there is this certain satisfaction.

the feet is starting to hurt less.
guess its getting seasoned.
now, its the task to make it more comfy.
gonna get more insoles so that theres is this certain springy feel.
i want Jeremy's bubble shoes.
comfy~

hopefully, will get to stay in the rooms next week when we get the new assignments.
if not, will certainly miss the daily lunches @ the Houseman Canteen with my fellow 'colleagues'.
we are all now hospital staff.
i have not gotta over the thrill at the thought of it~
ta pao-ing to Rogenten Oasis.
the periodically popping out of our head to look out for any upper extremities.
the eager-ness to help process the casette, hoping that we will bump into the rest.
self declared tea break~
blocking the passage way when we gather for our chitty-chatty sessions.
crashing into the other rooms when we are bored.
our common complains= aching feet, lack of upper extremities.
teasing poor Eric unfailingly.

shall not be so mean to him.
since he offered to help me pass my TLD to VJ, which means traveling back from SGH to NYP
i'm grateful.
really am~
but he has a bike.
and i treated him drinks.

has quite a scare this morning.
this radiography techincian suddenly barge into the room, along with our Sr Radiographer.
pointing to me.
"Its this one. Lee weiling!"
"Its her."
will naturally think that i did something wrong.
dreadfully wrong, to have someone pointing at me like that.
turns out that the noticed that i had the same name as our Mr LKY daughter.
gave me a scare.

was doing one case today, xray of thumb.
when Mr VJ happily popped into the room.
with him looking over my shoulders, hopping to spot any mistakes that i made.
i couldnt concentrate on the postionings.
bah~

the Peeps.
we just wanted to pose in the lab coat. complete with the name tag.
wheres the rest of the people?

wonderful people that made the ache in the feet more bearable.

we love posing.
even with the sinuses machine.

CHOCOLICIOUS~
yummy.
i love the choco waterfall, the ompa lampa (is that what their are called?), the squirells.
i hate the FAT BOY.
he irks me.
darn glad that dear brought a huge packet of chocos in.
wont want to be craving for chocos during a film which was featured mainly because of choco.

i hate him.
no reasons.
just so.

-lovebeingahospitalstaff-

2005-08-12T22:41:00.000+08:00

MY FEET IS KILLING ME.

been some time since i last blogged.
shall try to recall the events the past few days.
have a short term memory.
did ya know that a Goldfish has a memory of 3 secs?
so what it ate 3 secs ago, wasnt taken into account.
greedy~
yea~
here goes.

Mon.
1st day of clinicals.
i finally got to wear my lab coats, TLD and name tag.
wooheee~
not a bad day at all.
meet patients from all walks of life.
so many patients.
patients after patients the moment we started.
been on my feet from 8 to 12.30 and then from 1.30 till 4.30.
i condemn all new shoes.
all the girls we complaining of feet troubles when we met for lunch.
each brought a box of plaster.
Hanaplast saved us all.

interesting patients made our day.
some really do the outrageous stuff and ask the weirdest qns.
All in all, great way to set off the start of attachments.

Sun.
A WONDERFUL TIME

at Fisherman's Village for dinner.
was shopping for clothes before that.
met Choi queen at HMV.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GIRL~

BBQ sotong, Sambal StingRay, Sambal Prawns, Chickens wings, Satay, Or Luak ( omelette with shell fish).
sounds like a fine feast for 4-5.
but no,
there was only me and Dear.
ppl were like looking over to our table when the food kept arriving at our table.
had a great time pigging out and enjoying the sea breeze.

just sitting by the sea.
watching the waves frothing.
listening to the waves.
enjoying the breeze.
grazing at the stars.
amazing company.
great food.
wonderful time.
thanks.

i'm so going to close my mouth the next time a laugh.
was laughing out loud at something that he said.
well done~
then suddenly, something was fluttering in my mouth.
Yikes~
some fly-i-dont-know-what flew into my mouth.
could feel it fluttering, the wings and all.
on reflexes, spit it out.
worse thing was that i did not have water with me to rinse my mouth.
how disgusting can it get?

caution: Do not continue on an empty stomach.
disastrous consequences.

chewy. yummy.

*slurp*

cant resist.

tempations.

omg~

yums.

i just love it when the table is filled with food.
a very satifisying feel.
we almost cleared the table.

he's satifisied.

an imitation of some look a diner gave us when he walked pass the table.

we cant move.

Fri.
SAKAE.

the last day of the papers.
happiness.
everybody was like heading to town, to celebrate and looking for clothes for attachment.
once again, the girls headed to Sakae.
we just had the craving for Chawamushi, toufu, Udon, Goyoza.
being the usual greedy us.
we ordered 20 servings at a go.
5 crazy girls = CRAZY time.
we ordered so much that we were worried of being charged for wastage.
so...

putting away the evidence.

close up of the evidence.

hiding the evidence.

FINALLY~

my post seems to be all about food.
this is not good.
just when i'm trying to lose weight.
dang.
shall try to keep my self from doing that.
but dont we all love the sight of food?

-yummy.yummy.yum.yum-

2005-08-09T17:21:00.000+08:00

ITS THE NATION'S BIRTHDAY.

hmmm...
wonder how does singaporeans in other countries celebrate national's day.
i wonder what is it like to be celebrating national's day overseas.
hmmm...
interesting.
SULIN~
how did your national day go?

saw on the news last night about this woman who has a 2 cm cockroach
yuck yuck yuck and yuck.
ewww...
ultimate gross out.
apperently it has been in her ear for sometime.
and it gave her problems.
chewing her ear?
ewww...

it crawled in when she was asleep.
what would happen if it decided to make it the NEST.
and lay some eggs!
cockroaches crawling out of her ear.
i'm grossing myself out.

cant imagine it if it was me.
i even hate it when the mosquito buzz near my ear.
it gives me the creeps.
what if somehow the mosquito decided to fly in and got stuck and never coming out.
then it would rot in there.
ewww...
maggots?
bleh.

any more reports on this kinda incident,
it might drive me to wear ear plugs when i sleep.
prevention.
hees.

-ItsWayDisgusting-

2005-08-08T21:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR.

Happy Birthday!
sorry i couldnt spend much time with you this few days.
have been busy mugging.
though i'm sure you will understand.
*smiles*
here's to wishing you a Happy Birthday.
theres usually tons of advice to give to the Birthday person.
but, in this instance, you have been the one who is attending to my needs, hearing me out, dishing advice went ever i encounter problems.
so all i can say is heartfelt thanks for everything.
loving you tons.

2 Down, 2 more to go.
2 more papers.
finally.
waited so loong for it to end.
i cant wait till friday.
can just imagine the numerous ways that i can spend the day.

slacking around.
bumming.
shopping.
good food.
meeting my girlies.
spending time with my dear.

most importantly, exercising.
been snacking the past few days.
plus the butt expanding amount of time that i spent sitting on the chair, at the table, trying to figure out the notes.
all the "efforts" have gone to the thighs, tummy, face, arms.
to the gym, girlies?

it has been a long time since i have been so obedient, staying at home during the weekends.
so hoping that it will end soon.
such a touture.
i dont mind staying at home slacking bumming around the house.
its a joy actually, knowing that you can get away with doing nothing.
but not when i have no choice but to stay at home, and mug.
bah~

i cant celebrate National day.
when we are free, we usually take such stuff for granted.
but its when we are tied up with something.
with the strong urge to do what everyone is doing.
that we realise that we miss being able to celebrate National day along with the whole of singapore.

Good luck to Val, Venice, Shuan and others who are performing tml.
never had the chance.
it will be so interesting.
so good luck to everyone who has been practicing real hard for tml.

-IsItEndingSoon?-

2005-08-06T10:32:00.000+08:00

NO 2ND CHANCES?

it was a terrible night.
a night of anxiety, fear, ANGER.
woke up at around 1 plus, to realise that my younger brother was not home yet.
he was supposed to be home at ard 11.
my mom started calling him on the cell, to which he either ignored or was on the silent mode.
during that period of time, didnt know where was he.
all sorts of possible scenarios came to mind.

i know he's all of 16 years of age.
in which he's almost adult.
but he's still my lil kid brother.
one that no matter how old he gets, i will still have a protective responsibility towards.
have had ppl telling me that he's already 16, and should be left to learn certain stuff.
like how i shouldnt be always helping him with his problems.
how i should let him be independent.

but hey,
he's still my lil KID brother.
now i know how parents feel.
no matter how old you get.
in their eyes, you will never be old enough.

anyways, as i was saying,
if he wanted to stay out late.
or not come home.
shouldnt he have the responsibilty to call home to inform us that he will be out?
no.
all that he did was to call home to say that he will be home at ard 11.
full stop.
nothing about me having to wake up in the middle of the night,
wondering where the hell was he.
such irresponsible act.

when i finally managed to reach him.
and was told where he was.
at a friend's house.
i was LIVID.

what was this?
making me and my mom worried.
trying to reach him.
couldnt he just called home to inform?
nah.
wanted him to cab home, and i'll wait for him at the void deck.
but no,
he wants to remain at his friend's house.
was too mad to speak to him.

how can he be so irresponsible?

to my lil kid brother, although i doubt he visits my blog but in the event that he sees this:

you claimed that they didnt give you 2nd chances.
but what have you done to deserve 2nd chances?
what did you do to redeem your wrong doings?
which was tons of them.
you claimed that you have changed.
but how would we know?
it was all talk, but no action.
dont you think that they have absoultely valid reasons to pissed off at your actions?
when trust is broken,
its not a matter of days for it to be rebuilt.
it takes time, to have the courage to begin having faith in you.
if you want to be respected.
shouldnt you first treat yourself with respect and others too?
growing up and responsiblity is about being given the freedom in doing what you wish,
and being mature enough not to abuse this freedom and faith that ppl have in you.
did you manage to achieve that?
a word of advice,
sometimes a person just gives up, when the chances that he gives was abused and not appreciated.

to think of it.
both my elder brother and i went through rebellious phrases in out life.
and to think that my parents went through 10 such yrs, all three of us combined.
and hopefully my kid brother's phrase will end soon.
but nonetheless,
they continued having faith in us.
and all that i can hope for,
is that i never have to make them worry any more.
10 yrs was enough.
Loving my MOM and DAD.

hmmms... i sound old in this post.
nah-mind.

-hewillalwaysbemyKIDBrother-

2005-07-31T18:23:00.000+08:00

OF ALL TIMES.

while i'm at home studying, my bro is yet on another Dive Trip.
drats.
i was supposed to go on this trip.
but it was too near the exam period.
so had to forgo it.
guess i'll have to be patient and wait till next year.
hopefully it wont clash with any other important events.

but i wonder what would have happened if i have gone on the trip.
would probably have brought along my Bushong and martini.
spoiler.
chiong-ing my books whenever theres is free time.
nah.
i wont have enjoyed a tiny winy bit.
too much weighing on my conscience.
enjoying while the exams are looming near.
tsk tsk.

its a different thing when,
you tried hard to get the tickets to NDP but you didnt manage to.
and
when a friend has a ticket but you just cant make it.
so frus-ing.
reason?
a Radiation Physics exams coming up.
drats.
i have yet to experience NDP at padang.

was supposed to celebrate Rachel's birthday last week.
but due to some irritable events coming up.
decided to postpone it till after exams.
drats.

and probably would not be able to go for a BBQ on 6th of August.
yes, exams again.
and i have not seen this group of friends for a super long time.
and i guess most of them will be there.
sighs.
when will i ever be able to see them?

and yet again another Bday celebration on 8th august that i would not be able to attend.
sadness.
i hate it all.

quin-ble boloney
(is there such a word? nah-mind)
what is this?
classic examples of how the Exams are affecting my social life.
and more reasons they should be abolished!
exams came at a horrible time.

HAPPY BELATED 19th BIRTHDAY, Rachel Thomas!
and
HAPPY BELATED 21st BIRTHDAY, Ang Kiat!

hope you both enjoyed yourself.

SIM starting tml.
just realised that there is lot more ppl going to SIM then i initially thought.

to all those starting school in SIM,
hope you all can adapt to the enviroment there.
nice infrasturcture, so i doubt there will be any problems.
anyway, have fun there.
and study hard yea?

have yet to buy clothes and shoes for my clinicals.
formal wear.
hopefully, there will be enough time for shopping.
excitments.
YAY!
TLD, name tag, and most important of all, DA COAT!
one of the many peaks.
loving it.
the white long coat.
ALrights.
but stressful too.

2005-07-29T16:37:00.000+08:00

SIGHS.

help~
i'm suffering from my missing-ma-Girlies Syndrome.
have not seen them for some time.
weeks~
way too long.
whines~

might not be able to meet up with them as soon as i would want it to be.
i'm gonna shut myself up in my room at home.
MUGGING!
at least for the next 2 weeks.
hopefully that would help improve my results.
prays~

to Jasmine:
hey Babe.
get well soon yea?
take care lots.
have lots of rest.
most importantly.
see you soon~

to mengsan:
hope you are able to adapt to the new enviroment.
and having lots of fun in school!
make lotsa friends.
but not forgeting us yea?
take care tons too!

been sometime since i last blogged.
i couldn't remember the happenings during the week.
short term memory.
haas.
nah-mind.
this shall be a short post.
going off to bury my nose in Da Books.
my loves = martini, Bushong.

-ican'twaitTillItAllEnds-

2005-07-25T16:43:00.000+08:00

ARGH!

I'm still dying.
sniffing sniffing sniffing non stop
and its kinda embarrassing when during classes.
when everyone is paying attention.
there i go, sniffing sniffing.
i dont dare to blow my nose too.
firstly, it sounds disgusting.
secondly, what if its too loud?
haas.
so have to like sniff sniff.
suck everything it.
all the mucous, with all the bacteria.
ewwww...

Bryan Chua reminded us of A&P exams.
everything is coming at one shot.
all the papers.
all the exams.
panicky.
theres not enough time to study.
let alone do well.
and the current unwell state that i'm in now, gives me more excuses to procrastinate.
like, too drowsy to study.

NTU starting school today.
realised that i may have just started school today instead of like 3 months back.
but i believed that i have made the right choice.
despite the tests and all~
haas.

to all those that just started school today:
study hard.
have fun.
enjoy yourself.

he's coming back on Sun.
happiness.
counting down to the days that he touch down in Singapore.
but might not have as much time to spend with him.
all that dreadful exams.
sad to say that i might not be free on one of the more important day.
sighs.

just read the sweetdarlings blog.
mengsan's excited to go to Safari.
i'm too!
hopefully we will be able to go.
missing the girls lots.
been quite some time since we met up.
meet up soon yea?

seem to have lots of things going on in july and august.
so many ppl's birthday.
sighs.
getting broke.
i mean super broke.
and still got to save for the most important bday of all.
beams.
save save save.
been trying to save, but doesnt seem successful.
really truly been trying hard to save.
but many things poping up.
sometimes i wonder where my money goes to.
when i dont seem to have spent that much.
where?

-missingHimLots-

2005-07-23T14:46:00.000+08:00

I'M SICK

drats.
i'm down with flu.
feeling so sluggish, and drowsy.
hope it will pass soon.

hate being sick.
everything taste the same.
no chocos for me.
hate carrying a full of tissues ard with me.
my nose is in pain.

shall stay home and recuperate.
no point going out when i wont enjoy myself.
i hate being sick.

-sniff.sniff.sniff.hateit-

2005-07-21T12:36:00.000+08:00

Cheese. You're on CCTV.

forgot to mention that the episode in the Cadaver Lab was all caught on CCTV!
drats.
imagine the look on the Security guard when he views the tape.
haas.
crazy girls screaming and running around.
nice.
just hope that it will stay there and not past around to lectures and staff because its hilarious.
hopeful.

-Rachel.YouAreTheCauseOfAllThis.haas-

2005-07-21T10:48:00.000+08:00

Ultimate Relaxation.

after days of studying.
just being able to laze in bed without feeling gulity is a enjoyment.
felt as if some major exam is over.
nah.
its only the A&P pract.
only a pract, but its 30% of the everything.
more to come.
but going to enjoy the next few days before hitting the books again.
sigh.

A&P pract was terrible terrible terrible.

abhorrent. appalling. atrocious. desperate. dire. disastrous. disturbing. dread. hateful. hideous. horrendous.horrible. horrid. horrifying. serious. severe. shocking. unfortunate. unnerving. unpleasant.
what else can i say?
need more descriptions?
need i say more?

22 stations. 2 rest stations.
so 1 minute per station.
2 qns per station.
NO time~
whines.

in that 1 min, we are expected to orientate ourselves to the test object
cadaver, muscle man, bones...

and within that 1 min, we have to recongise the object.
muscle, bone, nerve, artery.

and also within the 1 min,
name the functions of the object.

before you know it.
TIME OUT.
then we have to move to the next station.
never returning to the previous station.
so we cant double check our ans.
oh~
supposed to double check and confirm the ans within the 1 min too~

do i sound as if there is a serious lack of time?
because there is a SERIOUSLY LACK of time.
esp when you are so engrossed in the qns.
tracing the nerve supply of the whole upper limb to find out which actions it initiates.
the DING.
yes, they used a BELL to announce the end of the 1 min.
we have to move on to the next station.
if you are able to ans the previous qns.
alls well.

but if you are not~
you will propably be still trying to ans the previous one.
while trying to remember the sequence of the multiple choices given.
because we DO NOT have the qns.
its all stuck on to the table.
and PRECIOUS time is ticking away while atempting to ans/remember/just shading one of the ans because i have no idea whats the ans..
so less time for the next qns.
a vicious cycle.
darn.
all that studying for nuts.

met up with the girls last night.
Eleanor, Melody, Josephine.
have not seen them for quite some time.
ages ago~
went to Fish & Co at Wheelock
it has a nice Bar, though we felt it was a little too bright.
actually, in Fish & Co, there is this other place.
The SImple Life.
a totally separate restaurant.
pretty weird.
so while Fish & Co was briming with activity
the other was more or less pretty empty.

had a great time talking, chatting, laming, teasing.
spent some time relating the Cadavar to them,
they were quite grossed out.
haas.
had some great seafood.
and drinks.
darn.
the alcohol made me super red.
i wont have mind turning red if it was a Great drink.
far from it.
Fishy Maria.
like the name suggest, it has a fishee taste.
its either that or it was our imagination.
resorted to getting lemon slices to hide the taste of the drink.
we paid for it and are having such pains drinking it.
what is this?

Great time, esp when there is seafood.
Seafood Platter for two
Platter of seasonal fish, calamari, prawns & mussels in creamy garlic & lemon butter sauce.
Grilled Seasonal Fish (Cajun)
Catch of the day, grilled & served Cajun style.

the staff found out it was Eleanor's Birthday.
presented her with some gifts.
one was a coin purse (i assume it is)
in the shape of a fish. like what else? we are in FIsh & Co.
its cute~
they even gave her a sparkler and took a polaroid pic.
nice~

the staff there is great.
all polite and sweet.
from telling us the recommendations of the day to meeting out demands.
bet we were the customers that we in there the longest.
the most demanding too.
requesting butter garlic, more slices of lemon, borrowing lighter, the cake, helping us take a group pic.
and bet we made the most noise too.
what do you expect of 4 girls who have not met up in ages?
yak yak. laughter. yak yak. explosions of laughter. yak yak again.
to thank them for their wonderful services.
gave two of the staff the slices of cake.
actually it was more of a dare for eleanor.
but they were nice too.

it was nice being able to catch up with them.
even the moments when JO became HIGH.
everyone's been getting on with their path in life.
a mere 7 months since ending the JC phrase.
we survived the A levels and now moving on to more important immediate phrases.
so many happenings.
so many changes.
glad that all of them stayed the same.
crazy peeps.

left the place feeling satisifed, bloated, and glad to have such company.

yummy.

Josie.

Mel. posing with FISHY MARIA. she have not tried the drink yet. little did she know.

yea JO. i know your drink is nice.

the destruction we caused.

Fishy Maria. the infamous.

the cake. lotsa Chocolate. thick yummy chocolate.

the Birthday Girl.

making a wish. see all the candles? the cake is melting.

the girls.

caught josie with her i-not-sure-whats-she's-doing pose.
i warn you that i will post it online.
here it is.

us.

Yay~ more pictures in the loos.

-Liar.Liar.PantsOnFire.BOOM-

2005-07-19T21:10:00.000+08:00

TIRED~

my god.
i am so supposed to be studying.
argh.
feeling so tired.
even though i slept quite early last night.
another sleepless night tonight.
MRS down. but A&P tml.
boo~
cant wait for it all to be over.
but when the week end comes.
it means that the rest of the many many exams are coming too.
NNOOOOooooo~

had quite an interesting/frightening/hilarious incident
was in the lab where the cadaver are kept.
Cadavers are used in the pract tml.
explains our hardworkness.
staying back in school to study.
haas.

being in the room where dead specimens are kept sure plays with the mind.
was washing our hands after we had enough of the cadaver.
so were standing at the sink, facing the window.
then we saw a silhouette.

the shadow was like smacked on the window.
just like in horror shows.
with the arms out stretched partially and all.
then the other shadow appeared.

then rachel started screaming and running towards the door.
so the rest of us followed.
4 girls screaming and rushing for the door.
imagine the din we created.

Erwin even came in to check on us.
wondering what was the commotion.
all the while we thought that the lab was on the higher levels.
so how could some one have stood outside.
little did we realise that it was actually on the ground level.
so it was just some prankster that had a kick in making girls scream by walking by and trying to clear the mist that was formed on the window.
darn you.

the first impression when we (minus Rachel) saw the silhouette was that. "Oh, theres someone out side."
but when Rachel started screaming and running for the door, the rest ditto.
darn.
and my heart was really racing.
pump pump pump
from all that screaming.
some lecturer came in to shush us.

never going to watch a horror movie with Rachel.
scaring me further.
horrible partner for horror show.
boo~

had a lecture on COMMUNICATIONS with patients today.
like what to say and not to say to the patients.
then we were like cautioned against revealing patients health progress to them.
just in case we get sued in some way or the other by them.
BOO~
quite a number of cases of health care workers who got sued.
not only we have to worry about our own health,
and certain viruses that can be caught from patients in the form of bodily fluids, from many many mediums.
we have to be concerned about what we say, so as not to get in a law suit.
sighs.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELEANOR!
19~
hope you enjoyed this wonderful day.
yea~
take care lots.

-MissingACertainSomeone-

2005-07-18T22:01:00.000+08:00

SHOO~ TYPHOON

learnt that the typhoon in taiwan is pretty bad.
4-5 stories high.
incidents of 12 inch thick windows shattering.
scary.
thank god that it is in the south.
he's in the north.

dear.
whatever it is.
TAKE CARE.

MRS test tml
A&P Pract Exam wed.
sighs.
and more more more to come.

during the hols.
couldnt wait for school to come.
now schools on.
and i still LOVE school.
all the new friends that we meet.
the interesting happenings that occur always.
new friendships that we will cherish many years down the road.
life will be too boring without school.

BUT minus the fact that we have test every week and exams so very often.
why cant we do without them?
the teachers are finding every possible torturous way to kill us.
slowly and steadily.
boo~ all of you!

ppl has been asking me why am i so busy in poly.
common comments.
poly= slack
you all lied.
all the big FAT liars~
have not sighted or SNIFF the slackness so typically known of a Poly since the week i started school.
where is it?
i want it!
badly~
am i in the wrong course?
i love diagnostic radiography.
there is always seems to be tests every week.
exams now and then.
clinicals coming soon.
is it my illusion or is it only my course that is trying to kill all of us.

what ever it is.
since i decided on this course.
am going to work hard.
all the way.

regret watching Dvds over the week end.
should have studied more.
thats so typical of me.
i gotta study hard.
eagerly awaiting the 20 bucks worth of chocolates coming my way.
you promised!

-yummy.ChocolatesAreMyMotivators-

2005-07-18T08:09:00.000+08:00

TAKE CARE LOTS.

JASMINE!

take care lots in HK.
enough advice given, its all in the message.
will tell you if i think of any more.
haas.
ultimately, ENJOY yourself.
you fully deserve this break.

see ya soon.
come back FAT!
*smirks*
from all the tim sum.
lotsa love.

it has been a mere 2 days since friday.
seemed so long.
gone was the person whom i know i could always call no matter the time when i was stressed out about studies.
or the person who will always call to ask if i have eaten.
or the one who asks what time i'm sleeping.
y am i not sleeping yet.
the one who always promises to give me a wake up call,
but most often, i'm the one doing it.
hees.
counting down till 31th july.
many more days to go.

to a certain him.
theres is a typhoon.
no matter how prepared you are, please take care yea?
have lots of rest, dont exhaust yourslef.
enjoy and cherish the time you spend with your family.

you! come back FAT TOO!
hees.

Dear. missing you TONS.

-sighs.A&PisKillingMeInEveryPossibleTorturousWay-

2005-07-12T21:46:00.000+08:00

THEY CHANGED MY POSTINGS

BOO~
was initially posted to Gleneagles.
buts...
they changed it to ALexander Hosp.
its so darn far from my house.
drats.
i dont even know how to get there.
anyone knows?
or even better, anyone wants to fetch me there?
haas.

just when my exams are coming,
all the interesting places and activities are starting to pop out.
darns.

Harbin.
Lyn waited for us to go together.
sweets.

want try out Shisha
the closest i'll ever get to smoking.
i hate smoking.

SPA
the ultimate relaxation.

CHOCOLATE buffet.
yummy~
and i mean authentic international Choc Buffet.
not the sub-standard one that i went to previously.
suggestions anyone?

EXAMS are awfully near.
sighs.
the mugging, burying my nose in the books is going to start all over again.
so much to study.
so little time.
whines~
A&P alone is enough to kill me.
let alone the rest.
what more about Rad Physics?
MRS?
will i ever survive this round?
really working towards getting the *
hopeful~

but somehow,
just couldnt muster enough motivation to study.
been slacking way too much since the hols.
NO~
i cant be lazy.
i gotta STUDY~
somebody make me study!

-DreadingFriday.NoJokesWhenI'mStressedFor2Weeks-

2005-07-11T15:35:00.000+08:00

i ALMOST BURNED THE HOUSE DOWN...

OMG.
i think i almost reduced the house to ashes.
exaggerating~
but it was quite scary.
was trying to make something for breakfast.

then i went upstairs to do my stuff.
was so engrossed that i totally FORGOT all about it.
was hearing this funny squashing sound coming from downstairs.
thought that it was coming from the void deck.

then i realised that the gas was still on.
drats.
rushed down.
the water was like bubbling.
splashing all over.
thought that it would explode or something.
silly me~
too much dramas.
but at that time, wasnt thinking str enough to know that it wouldnt explode.
sounds silly now.
but when it happened, i was a little freaked out.

managed to turn off the gas.
wonder what would have happened if i fell asleep or came down later.
the water would have extinguish the fire,
and the gas would have leaked out.
gosh~
a spark would ignite the gas.
BOOM~
will it happen?

scary thoughts.
no more cooking for me.
for sometime.

-phew.IWasFrightenForAMoment-

2005-07-10T10:40:00.000+08:00

The Charles Philosophy

The following is the philosophy of Charles Schultz,
the creator of the "Peanuts" comic strip.
You don'thave to actually answer the questions.
Just read the qns straight through,
and you'll get the point.

1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world.

2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners.

3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America contest.

4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer Prize.

5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winner for best actor and actress.

6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners.

How did you do?
The point is, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday.
These are no second-rate achievers.
They are the best in their fields.
But the applause dies.
Awards tarnish.
Achievements are forgotten.
Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners.

Here's another quiz.
See how you do on this one:

1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school.

2. Name three friends who have helped you through a difficult time.

3.Name five people who have taught you something worthwhile.

4. Think of a few people who have made you feel appreciated and special.

5. Think of five people you enjoy spending time with.

6. Name half a dozen heroes whose stories have inspired you.

Easier?
The lesson:
The people who make a difference in your life are not the ones with the most credentials,
the most money,
or the most awards.
They are the ones that care.

"Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in Australia." - Charles Schultz

-HowTrue-

2005-07-10T09:52:00.000+08:00

I HAVE SINNED AGAIN

heartwarming scene.
boy sitting btw his parents on the train singing.
he's like 3 yr old?
lies on dad's laps. i love you.
on mom's laps. You Love Me.
dad's laps. We are one big Happy...
mom's laps. ... Family.
he was so sweet.
this is the kinda love that we should be noticing in families.
not the 'you are so stupid' family that i encountered in SSDC.

Mindhunters.
elaborate field games based on previous cases
students have to crawl inside the minds of these twisted killers
while avoiding getting killed or going nuts in the process.
at a remote Carolina island
they have to develop a profile of the ficitional killer.
however, there is a real serial killer amidst them.

refreshing angle to a story.
builds suspenseful momentum.
lots of twists and turns.
couldnt have guessed the killer.
the killer set traps for each of them based on their fear and weaknesses.
amazing how the film maker thought of such plot.
great job.

love the part where the killer and another character was in the waters.
tried shooting at each other.
but the water made it more difficult.
the bullets couldnt reach them.
so both had their guns in the air.
waiting for the other to surface for air.

decided to be stingy
went to play pool at this ulu-nated place in Paradiz Centre.
bad move.
been there before.
but recently, it has been in a more sorry state than ever.
sleazy place.
lousy tables.
pock mark balls.
bad cue stick.
in summary, a lousy place to play pool in.
ultimatum was when they started to play Hokkien songs.
which Pool places ever play Hokkien songs.

lesson learnt?
yi4 fen3 qian2, yi4 fen2 hou4
should have expected such 'facilities' with the $6/hr.
bleahz.
plus this 2 lians who were shooting off vulgarities.
its like way not cool~

Mr Beans Cafe.
nice place.
nice atmosphere.
especially the fans.
such colonial feel.
food was alrights, i like the Sausage and Mash.
i SINNED AGAIN!
drats.
yummy Oreo Cheese Cake.

-RemorseOverwhelmsMe-

2005-07-09T00:56:00.000+08:00

ONLY A YEAR DIFFERENCE.

POP 2004

POP 2005

at the same spot a year later.
for the same event
what a difference a year can make.
all starting new chapters in out life.
different paths that we have embarked on.
am glad that the friendship is still as stronger.
if not stronger.
way to go!

-LovingTheSweeties-

2005-07-08T23:33:00.000+08:00

SINFUL PLEASURES.

brief summary on my day.
temptation.
indulgence.
satisfaction.
remorse.

met up with the sweeties.
horrible people
pressurize me into watching Initial D with them
i watched it alr.
lucks there wasnt an suitable timeslot.
hees.
we shall watch other movies together ok?
CRASH?
Lyn. you are booked! watch it with us!

walked around abit before deciding on the ideal place to chill out.
HAAGEN. FONDUE.
went to the Haagen at Scotts.
sat down.
drank lots of water.
to our dismay, NO FONDUE.
drats.
it was the main reason why we chose Haagen.
took long time to master the courage to walk out.
reason? we drank the water.
but what the heck.

Bent on getting Fondue.
Raffles outlet.
yea~
why is there so few Haagen outlets?
boo~
we got the comfy, cushy, red sofa.
whoohoo!
peppermint leaves in the water.brother waiters.pigging out.sloppy me.chocolate.ice cream.cake.peanuts.banana.strawberry.apple.toying with food.wonderful time.groovy company. repentance.

the horror only starts setting in after i finished the sinful snacks.
darn.
guilts.
why didnt i resist the temptation?
thats typical of me.
needa diet!

late for Passing Out Parade 2005.
locked out.
felt out of place in the school, maybe because i have not been back for such a long time.
many new faces.
unfamilarity.
touched trumpet after so long.
amazed that i could still play.
found my old files, still has my name on it.
memories.
miss the "traditional songs"
thunderer.highschool.abba.invicta.con amore.one moment in the.moonlight.aladdin.
those awesome times.

how time flies.
3 yrs ago, we were still in convent pinaform.
sounds so old.
gosh.
holding on to dear pinaform whenever theres the slightest wind.
slugging our guts out for O levels.
life revolves around compass point, rivervale mall.
quickly bubble tea~
Bible = TYS
home room system, i kinda hate it.
"loving" physics, "loving" the physics teacher even more.
known as the Band clique.
occupying the entire table at break.
cutting queues. we were seniors.
daily meetings at THE table.
frantic races at the lockers.
zealous copying of homework.
commitment to Band.

can never return back to those moments in time.
no matter how i try.
am glad for those memories.
they are what that created me as i am today.
to those sweeties that played a part in my life.
thanks.
grateful~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADRIAN!
hope u had a great time.
enjoy the day while it lasts.
take care lots.

Chocolate Fondue Cake. the before

the after. Quest acomplished. well done peeps.

yummylicious

see the satisfaction?

ops. caught in the act of piggy out.

aromatherapy. does wonders.

washrooms once again.

once a trumpeter. always a trumpeter.

podium

the trumpet section. many missing. 6 generations.

-bludgingTummy.PuffyFace.EndlessCravings-

2005-07-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

CARRY ON

At times when you feel troubled-
When your happiness is gone-
Look to the heart within you
for the strength to carry on.

In your heart you will find special virtues
Such as faith and hope and love.
These gifts have been sent down to you
from a power up above.

It is faith that keeps the soul searching
for the joy the heart hopes for.
It is love that heals the spirit
making it stronger than before.

And if your heart be broken-
if your strength should fade away-
the power of these virtues
will still win out the day.

So remember when you're troubled-
when happiness is gone-
look to the heart within you
for the strength to carry on.

-With love and patience, nothing is impossible-

2005-07-07T22:09:00.000+08:00

POKE POKE POKE

had another session with the Cadaver.
body specimen.
another session in which Dr Bryan Chua pokes and plucks at the nerves, veins, arteries.
interesting how he know which are the veins and stuff.
this time it had a stronger chemical smell.
eewww...
plus the Cadaver was dripping with fluid.
wonder whats the fluid.
ponders.

saw this Cadaver, the head.
which still has the eyelashes!
omg~
learnt that when they want to inject something, its like not 100% sure that its the correct artery or vein.
its based on the feeling in which when you first poke it.
because the thickness of the vein and artery is different.
interesting?
yea.
chim?
like totally~

regardless of the icky-ness, i still love A&P
even though i hate the tests and practs.
so much to study~
whines~
cool to find out how the body functions.
like getting a sprain, its not just getting swell.
but theres like a number of structures that can be damaged.
ligament, collateral ligament, menisci, patella...
alrights.
enough said about A&P.

i got posted to SGH and GLENEAGLES!
for my Clinicals.
WHOooHOoo!
Jubilant, but STRESS-ing to the max!

what if i dont do well?
what if i cant manage it?
what if...
so many what if-s...
god~

-sprain.TearingOrStretchingOfTheLigaments-

2005-07-06T20:50:00.000+08:00

Obsolescent AE68!

caught Initial D.
The world of Car Drifting.
initially wasnt keen on catching the show.
felt it was more of a Guy's show.
but Dear wanted to catch it, and i'm glad i did.
but it was more than racing
about knowing what u really want and excelling in it.

i love the show!
Toufu Boy-Takumi
made me more enthusiastic about my driving lessons.
i want to drive~
best part about the show was down Mt Akina
thrilling. heart-stopping.
its a wonder they do not fall off the cliff.
especially at the five hairpins.
baa~
they were going at like 100++ km/h
singapore? can never ever reach that without an accident, or getting caught.

think the character really suits Jay Chou.
not much talking involved.
cant really say that he was acting, it was more like his usual self.
moody, sullen, silly at times.
love the part when he cried best.
amusing~
bet they used Eye mo.
notice that the tears are not at the cheeks where it should be?
but he's so cool when he races.
one hand on the wheel, head proped aside
while his competitors are stressing away.
coolness~
Edison was way cool in the movie too.
has this really nice smile.

played pool at Pool Junction.
grumble grumble grumble~
exorbitant prices
Exaggerating a little, but certainly more ex than most places.
but the ambience there was good.
none of the sleazy dark lightings that is commonly known in a pool place.
god~
i'm getting better at pocketing white balls
baa~

have not been blogging for sometime.
was too lazy to blog.
hees
laziness rocks.

and i cant remember what i did the last few days.
hmmms~
short term memory.

oh yea
DAVID BECKMAN was at NYP
might have been my only chance to see an International Superstar up close.
but i blew it.
not really~
couldn't really be bothered to go take a look.
though it was sure tempting.
but the crowd was terrible.
wasnt ready to nudge and shove.
thats just not characteristic of me yea?
gentle-ness. me!
haas

Shen1 ye2 shi4 ren3.
Shen1 chou4 de2 tao4 ren2 chou4 bu1 dao4 de4 shi4
shou2 yi2 jiao4 Shen1

-GODsarehumanstoo.GODsdoesthingsthathumanscant.thatsytheyarecalledGOD-

2005-06-29T21:10:00.000+08:00

SENTOSA PICTURES UP!

finally!
managed to upload the sentosa pics.
too many~
took so long to upload!
*whines*
*looks at the pics*
*smiles*
glad that we took tons of pics!

-lovethecrazyfanaticpicturemomentswithmygirlies-

2005-06-29T18:00:00.000+08:00

WAR OF THE WORLDS

caught War of The Worlds with dear today.
Thumbs up.
though the aliens looks a little unbelievble, but the effect was great.
the buildings were literally torn apart.
the girl- Datoka Fanning.
whooHOo!
Tom Cruise.
makes ppl wonder about the extent parents would go, to protect their child.

i just got my TLD today!
its this little black thing that we got to carry around.
a little tacky though.
to detect the amount of radiation,in the event that we are accidentally exposed.
cool yea?
i hope i dont lose it.
still a few more weeks to Clinical.

Just got back my Physics ICA results.
did ok~
only OK.
considering the fact that i have Physics background.
but...
i only started studying the night before.
so, i guess i shouldnt have procrastinated so much.
its my fault.
as usual, some in the class did extremely well.
envious.
wonder how do they study.
tips to share?

-amgoingtostopprocrastinating-

2005-06-28T22:31:00.000+08:00

I'm BURNED! BUT a HELLUVA TIME!

SUN.
met up with the girlies. my fav pastime!
weather wasnt great at first.
where is the sun?~
slight drizzle that made us move our positions twice.
all because we felt that the sun looks brighter at the other end.
only to find that its the same.
silly us.

met 2 perverts there.
1st one was this 'uncle' that kept peeping at us when we were so engrossed in taking pics.
spoilt our fun. fun-spoiler
cause we became self conscious while doing all the silly stunts and poses.
was jumping around trying to catch the off-the-ground pic.
but failed sadly.

since the sun wasnt co-operating, we had to have out own activites to keep us entertained.
in fact we felt chilly. lousy sun.
started out playing blackjack.
but it was so monotonous since there wasnt any money involved. no thrill
so changed to HEART ATTACK
sounds silly. but yeah.
cards supplied by Jas. clever girl.
the all time fav-heartpumping-screams card game.
so it was pretty weird during the card game.
was screaming away, oblivious to the rest.

Finally.
the sun was up. sun~
tanned abit before going down to the waters.
boo~
noticed another pervert.
this one stays in the waters, and observes girls. creeps to the max.
he even managed to drive this 2 other girls away.
the 2 girls: i think he's looking at us.

not much hunks that day.
but this one managed to catch our eyes.
all of us.
a young caucasian boy that is barely 10 i think.
i'm bad with age.
YUP! thats all.

had a crazy time in the waters with Jas.
lotsa of splashing.
ballet. too much water boys.
then we discovered there were fishes in the water. sua-ku-ness.
so had entertainingly-frustrating time trying catch some.
caught some odd looks thrown our way.
imagine a bunch of girls screaming in the water armed with a plastic bag. *grinss*
i managed to catch one!
with my bare hands!
whooHOo!

one guy came up to us and mumbling something.
then started doing jumping jacks.
apparently, the grp was playing frisbee.
so penalty was to do a dare.
so... another guy came up to us.
requesting a kick in the butt. whOo!
which mengsan gamely did it. but it could have been harder. haas!

All in all.
a great day catching up with my girlies.
all the interesting thinggs that made our day.
lub-ing them to bits.

the rain.
Perverts.
guys with Tattoos.
bunch of youngsters.
fishes.
water ballet.
SALTY water.
weird indian guy carrying the fan across the bridge. ?!?!?
the disappointing sun.
Heart attack.
98.7 while "chilling" out in the sun.
junk food
Jas Piggy-backed me!

it couldnt have been a more wonderful day.

-imissbeingatsentosawithmygirlies-

on our way there.

picture time.

we just love posin, dont we?

she's so going to kill me when she sees this pic.

ta-daaa!

jumping around. having a Helluva time when we notice the uncle pervert.

my girlies

vasanntum channel.
our bodies were so not supposed to be seen. but couldnt help it.

the "hunk" in blue green boardshorts.

just love having fun.

obessions.

just us.

TUES.

BOO!~
i'm super burned.
not comforted at the fact that i'm the only one in the grp that slap on tons of sun block.
the face is horrible.
not the rosy redness but...
redness. burned. erythema.
had to endure the teasing and taunting from my beloved classmates.
not helping much in comforting me yea?

i'm just not suitable to tan.
not to mention that the sun wasnt even scroching!
but i dont care. heck
any day at the beach with my girlies.

common qns asked.
what happened to you?
are you drunk?
faye wong.
did you put on sun block?
how come it turned out like that?

sighs.
wonder when will the redness subside.

PHYSICS ICA

!#$%&$#%$###$@#~
pardon the vulgarties

physics ICA today.
spoilt my day.
spoilt my week.
until the day that i get the results, i'm worried.
then after i get the results, i'll be depressed.

firstly.
there was enough time to finish the test.
50 qns in 50 min.
so 1 min per qns? there was calculation!

2ndly.
the font is just puny.
couldnt read the powers.
ARGH~
the test qns was in random.
and we had this qns that told us to refer to the other qns.
so we had to search for the qns?!?!?

lastly.
my com hanged for a while.
which means that i couldnt do anything while witnessing the time ticking away.
when i dont have enought time in the first place.
eash time i click submit, the com hangs.
less time to finish the test, less time to check.
boo!

great.
great test.

-missthetimewhentestwereonpaperinsteadofcomputerised-

2005-06-28T20:28:00.000+08:00

LOVE AIN'T COMPLICATED

A group of professional people posed this questionto a group of 4 to 8 year-olds,
"What does love mean?"

The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined.

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore.
So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too.
That's love."
Rebecca- age 8

When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.
You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy - age 4

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most ofyour French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy -age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7

"Love is when you kiss all the time.
Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more.
My Mommy and Daddy are like that.
They look gross when they kiss"
Emily - age 8

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.
"Bobby - age 7"

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,"
Nikka - age 6
(we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
Noelle - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
Tommy - age 6

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared.
I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore."
Cindy - age 8

"My mommy loves me more than anybody . You don't see any one else kissing me to sleep at night."
Clare - age 6

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
Elaine-age 5

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and stil lsays he is handsomer than Robert Redford."
Chris - age 7

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."
Mary Ann - age 4

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
Lauren - age 4

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you."
Karen - age 7

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn'tthink it's gross."
Mark - age 6

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it.
But if you mean it, you should say it a lot.
People forget."
Jessica - age 8

And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo uscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge.
The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.

The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.
Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.
When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry"

its just so sweet.
couldnt resist not posting it.

2005-06-25T20:26:00.000+08:00

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.
They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.
It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.
They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

was feeling bored.

2005-06-25T19:43:00.000+08:00

THINK OF ME- Phantom Of the Opera

Think of me
Think of me fondly when we've said goodbye
Remember me
Once in a while, please promise me you'll try
When you find
that once again you long to take your heart back and be free...
If you ever find a moment spare a thought for me.

We never said our love was evergreen
Or as unchanging as the sea.
But if you can still remember
Stop and think of me.
Think of all the things we've shared and seen,
Don't think about the way things might've been.

Think of me,
Think of me waking, silent and resigned.
Imagine me
Trying too hard to put you from my mind.
Recall those days, look back on all those times,
Think of the things we'll never do.
There will never be a day when I won't think of you!

Flowers fade,
The fruits of summer fade,
They have their seasons so do we.
But please promise me that sometimes
You will think...
(Opera singing)
Of me!

omg
i love the song.
suddenly thought of the song.
any one has the DVD??
can i borrow? pretty please?

-thinkofme.PhantomofTheOpera-

2005-06-25T11:58:00.000+08:00

Just US.

the past few days.
enjoyed myself tremendously.
thanks for everything.
appreciate the effort.
love the hot dogs + the hot flask + sauce.
and the CHOCOLATES! *yummy*
the crazy things that we love doing.
the movies.
and wanting to sneak in to watch more. unsuccessful!
the cabs everywhere. heartache.
the laziness.

-Lovingeverysinglemoment-

MANGO SALES!

boo!
thought that i could grab some nice tops and skirts.
recieved a call from Jas, grumbling about the long queue.
dampered my moods.
seems like everyone is after some nice tops and skirts too.
visited the branch at Tampines.
hate the queue.
clothes all over the place.
clothes that are of every size but mine.
finally found 2 tops, but was put off totally by the quene for the changing room.
so no nice tops and skirts for me. boos!
interestingly, realised that all the guys were idling in a corner.
poor things. the victims of GSS.
but from a girl's point of view, i would say, too bad!
not many things that to do in Singapore.
so to all guys: pleasure us in this!

A Lot Like Love.

ashton looks so dorky in the starting.
story based on Romance, Destiny, friendship, flirting.

he looks dorky.

boy meets girl.
boy likes girl.
made a pact to meet up after 6 years.
boy wants to have a stable career by then.
failed relationships in between, boy and girl turn to each other.
after 6 yrs.
boy and girl decides to get married.

a typical lovey dovey story.

"this is your life. it doesnt wait for you to stand up"

MR and MRs Smith

2 thumbs up!
a intense, violent relationship. i mean really violent!
story of a married couple who finds out that they are hired assassins to kill each other.
their mistake,
or what did they do to incur someone wrath that they have to be kill?
because they are married.

i want to watch CRASH, War of the Worlds,
and CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY!

girlies. what do you all say?

Wild Wild WET

boo! wanted to tan a little.
but most of the time was spent queueing in the shade.
Dear 'loved' the Samsung ride. rights? heh heh!
spent most of the time in Shiok River.
was sprayed water at THREE times! damn.
just too many people around.
spent money to queue?!
we stole Floats for the Shiok River.
Girlies: no, not in the manner that we did. that was memorable.

2005-06-23T09:24:00.000+08:00

YAk Yak Yak and Yak .

whOOoohOo!
had another driving lesson last night.
i was early last night!
got to be.
every min i spent there is worth $0.8!!
so imagine i'm 10 mins late. 8 BUCKS GONE! just because i'm late.
heartache.

was a lesson on checking blindspot, changing lane, kerb.
instructor was telling me it will be a fun lesson.
gave him a dubious look.
well, actually it was a quite fun.
he was like dancing around the car.
can you see me?
moves a few steps. can you see me now?
it sounds weird here. but it was fun then.

the moment he got into the car, we started YAK-ing.
for 100 mins. non-stop.
there wasn't the awkward silent moments the happens when you are in the car with a complete stranger.
totally none of it.

talked about everything.
he seems so knowledgeable.
from the effects of excessive sneezing
yesh, excessive sneezing.
some ppl get backaches or rupture their lungs.
apparently lots of ppl tend to sneeze excessively.
beware.
HhaaaChhhOoooo!
... to the olden parts of singapore.

told me that he almost got into an accident during lessons the day before.
not an appropriate thing to tell a new trainee yea?
but it wasnt his fault and he acted swiftly preventing further damage.
so in fact, him telling me, made me felt safer.
at least there is some one to jam the brakes for me in case i'm too stunned to do anything.

talked about anything under the sun.
his family.
the jobs he held. interesting jobs.
thats the extent of our Yak-ing-ness. everything.
were still talking in the car, 10 mins after the bell rang, stating the end of the lessons.

found out that he was also from CJ
apparently he was a BAd bad boy before. hard to believe.
the notorious things that he did in school,
against the lack of freedom of speech.
against the teachers.
blah blah
blah
.
tons!
glad that i got him as an instructor.
made the lesson interesting.
and allay my fears, and nervousness.
some trainees cried during the lessons, due to stress and being overwrought!!

being behind the wheel is scary.
knowing the destruction that i can cause.
but exciting too! totally~
i'm starting to sound silly.
shall stop here.

sads.
next driving lesson is next thurs!
so far far away.
boo!
i want more lessons.

-Yaking.i'mlovingmydrivinglessons-